- My second time in the Shadow Work Gestalt seminar. Ritualistic mask-making, learning about myself, spontaneously acting out a forgiveness scene for my parents. It felt like rebirth. The answers I got were: growing up, becoming an adult women, taking my intuition and feelings seriously, slowness (but steady action; a good deal of loving discipline), working with the body, my sensuality, sexuality. I also learned how much energy authentic movement gives me. Expression, dance, speaking my truth. Playfulness and pleasure. Also nice: a bit of falling-in-love-energy with Thomas (someone who's very much in touch with his feelings, I admire that in him).
- Panna cotta with raspberry sauce.
- Attending a SlutEring event after a long hiatus - it was the event's 3rd anniversary, the silly sexy birthday party. I loved sensual cuddling with Franz from Austria, the little Dom/Sub game I played with Daniel and a few others, chasing after the cats, giving Jazz a foot massage (I love how her body feels, she is quite a bit older than me but to me she's so hot and has a beautiful figure). Driving Marah home after the party, finding out she's on exactly the same path as me and training to be a therapist.
- Inviting Charlie into my bed. It was so nice to cuddle with the cat even though I'm not supposed to bring him inside (C. is allergic)... But I noticed how much I miss having a cat in bed with me as I used to sleep with my face in their belly fur as a teenager.
- More cat serendipity: Thea, the softest black cat, snuggled up to me. It's almost as if she represents my witchy, sensitive part and Charlie my outer shell. Yin and Yang.
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