i am a music fanatic, i love listening to a large variety of genres. here is a list of artists and their songs i listen to. i have way more than this.

• lucy bedroque
  • TAKE ME BACK, B.Y.O.B., PEACE IN PANDEMONIUM, GLUTGIRL66, mimosa, SSJ2, CO POISON, valentine's day, Sweet Pitcher, WHITEHORSEMANNEQUIN, INFINITUDE // UROBOROS, SPEED DEMON
• nine inch nails
  • Mr. Self Destruct, Hurt, Ruiner, Eraser, The Downward Spiral, Big Man With A Gun, I Do Not Want This, Closer
• femtanyl
  • ATTACKING VERTICAL, WORLDWID3, KATAMARI, MURDER EVERY 1 U KNOW!, P3T, DINNER!, WEIGHTLESS!, ACT RIGHT, PUSH UR T3MPRR

here's a list of some of my other various interests. it's mostly a bunch of bullshit i get into on occasion.

• creative projects (things i make myself)
  • drawing, baking, coding, web design, writing, graphic design
  • i struggle with motivation, so creative works are rare.
• interactive projects (things i do intellectually)
  • reading, robotics, music study, clothing design, media analysis
• media i enjoy (things i engage with)
  • Alien Stage, MILGRAM, The Walten Files
  • this list would get too long if i tried to add everything. take the "various" descriptor and run with it.
  • various internet ARGs, various analog hor...

hi i play the funny pony game. here's some basic info about interacting with me if you ever find me on there.

• i usually sit by a cliff to the right of the cave on the 18+ server
  • i can sometimes be found on safe, though i'm usually with my friends or quietly lurking. i'm fine with minors interacting, just don't expect to be friends if you're under the age of 16.
• i don't tend to get into "fandom areas"
  • my skins are not meant to attract people. i don't care what fandom you're in. if you want to say hi to me, say hi.
• you'll get my attention easier by whispering
  • this is still not a guarantee. if you really need to ask me something, you'll get a concrete answer on my atabook.

check out my fluffle for something more in depth regarding interacting with me, and important information about me if you'd like to.

• i'm a 20 (as of 2026/09/13) year old queer man
  • i'm disabled, and a diagnosed system. i'm not often vocal about my DID due to the internet's shitty behavior regarding it.
  • i have physical disabilities. i'm private about it.
• i'm also a fictional introject of dirk strider
  • it's just where my identity is rooted in.
  • i have mixed opinions on him. i don't want to be treated as a fictional character when i'm a living, breathing human being.
• depending on the day, i can be playful with friends and acquaintances

consider checking out my backloggd for a more concrete and completed list.

• the yume nikki fangames dedicated section
  • Yume 2kki, Yume Tsushin, .flow, Oversomnia, Ultra Violet, Someday, Braingirl, Amillusion, Okuri, Deep Dreams, Love You, Cold, Mikan Muzou, Uneven Dream
• psychological experiences that changed me in a way i can't explain
  • OMORI, Fran Bow, Little Misfortune, Sally Face, Hello Charlotte, Needy Girl Overdose, Look Outside, Animal Well, DREDGE, Fear & Hunger (+Termina), MiSide, lucid blocks, Jazzpunk: Director's Cut
• hell incarnate i fought to 100% and wanted to hang myself during
  • Nine Sols, Celeste, Hollow Knight, Hollow Knight: Silksong

homestuck is unfortunately a primary special interest of mine, but i wanted to share some details about how i feel regarding it.

• i have read both the epilogues and beyond canon
  • while i think it's "fascinating" in concept and execution, i don't catch up on it. it isn't something i enjoy nor is it something i want to engage with on a genuine basis.
  • i don't hold it against anyone who enjoys it, i'd just prefer not to be pressured into enjoying it.
  • if you enjoy it i'm not going to get on your ass for it.
• roxy lalonde is my number one
  • she is my favorite, and i would defend her with my life.