i am a music fanatic. i love listening to a large variety of genres. here are some of my favorite artists that i listen to in no particular order.

• lucy bedroque
  • my absolute favorite artist ever.
  • please listen to them it's a fun time.
• nine inch nails
• motionless in white
• glass beach
• femtanyl
• ennaria
  • her stuff is some of my favorite music.
• pinkpantheress
• radiohead
• get scared
• tyler, the creator
• crywank
• jack stauber
• car seat headrest
• jamie paige

here's a list of some of my other various interests. it's mostly a bunch of bullshit i get into on occasion. i tend to find random stuff on the internet to dive into like it's a 9-5.

• drawing
  • it's a rare occurrence that i do, but it happens.
• coding
• animation
• baking
  • i'm terrible at it. i still make an attempt.
• web design
• writing
• reading
  • i dabble in ao3 as well as various novels i get my hands on.
• graphic design
• music study

hello. my name is dirk , "d" if you fuck with that. i also go by rust. he/him is preferable at all times if you please.

• i'm a 19 year old queer man diagnosed with various disorders.
  • DID, AUDHD, & BPD are the only important ones to note.
  • i'm not often vocal about my systemhood as a result of the shitty reputation dissociative disorders have on the internet.
• i'm an INTP, 5w4, 548, sp/so.
  • i don't take these things seriously, so these are just for fun.
• i'm a fictional introject of dirk strider.
  • this is meant to explain behavioral patterns.
  • i don't want to be sought out solely because of it.
• i'm disabled, and as a result may struggle with proper communication.

• lack basic human respect or decency.
  • this falls under any form of bigotry.
• refuse to acknowledge the difference between depiction and endorsement in media.
  • especially if you refuse to criticize content that endorses exploitation.

i'm anti-censorship, but i hold no respect for anybody who uses "fiction doesn't affect reality" as a way to avoid accountability or criticism. this is for those of you who think you can get away with dumb shit.

on another note, please just be fucking normal about my systemhood. i prefer to be treated as a person first and an alter second, thank you.

i block freely, and on my own terms.

hi i play the funny pony game. here are some basic guidelines to interacting with me if you ever find me.

• i usually sit by a cliff to the right of the cave on 18+. i occasionally venture out but i'm typically found there.
• if you see me on the safe server, assume i'm with friends or lurking.
  • additionally, do not try to be friends with me if you're under 16. brief interactions are fine but i don't want anything more.
• i'm usually offtab, afk, or otherwise observing. you might get ignored by me once or twice even if we're friends.
• no c+h unless you ask me first, or we are friends. (as well as friends of friends, you are all welcome to.)
  • however, boops, crowns, kisses, and gifts are all very welcome. i might not always be guaranteed to reciprocate but i do sometimes depending on my comfort level.
• inspiration is always fine so long as you don't colorpick.
• if you ever have a problem with me, or my friend... discuss it privately with me. i'm always...

consider checking out my backloggd for a more concrete and completed list. these are some of my most enjoyed games in no particular order.

• yume nikki
  • yume 2kki
  • yume tsushin
  • dotflow
  • love you
  • various other fangames
• hollow knight
  • hollow knight: silksong
• celeste
• fear & hunger
  • fear & hunger 2: termina
• red dead redemption
  • red dead redemption 2
• UNDERTALE & DELTARUNE

homestuck is unfortunately a primary special interest of mine, but i wanted to share some details about how i feel regarding it.

• i have read both the epilogues and beyond canon.
  • they are fascinating in concept and execution, but it's simply not my type of thing.
  • i don't hold it against anyone who likes it, i'd just prefer not to be pressured into enjoying it.
• roxy lalonde is my number one.
  • she is often a primary focus for me as i absolutely love her and i would defend her with my life.
• i don't typically mind interacting with fans of it, but i'm wary of most of you due to past experiences. if you're relatively normal we'll be fine.
  • on this note, get far, far away from me if you enjoy incest or anything under that...