i am a music fanatic. i love listening to a large variety of genres. here are some of my favorite artists that i listen to in no particular order.

• lucy bedroque.
  • my absolute favorite artist ever.
  • please listen to them it's a fun time.
• nine inch nails.
• motionless in white.
• glass beach
• femtanyl.
• ennaria.
• pinkpantheress.
• radiohead.
• get scared.
• tyler, the creator.
• crywank.
• jack stauber.
• car seat headrest.
• SAWTOWNE.
• FLAVOR FOLEY.
• TV girl.

here's a list of some of my favorite characters. these are a variety of characters from different media that i enjoy.

• roxy lalonde (homestuck)
• jake english (homestuck)
• jade harley (homestuck)
• nepeta leijon (homestuck)
• calliope (homestuck)
• agnes digital (umamusume)
• agnes tachyon (umamusume)
• rice shower (umamusume)
• mihono bourborn (umamusume)
• kris (DELTARUNE)
• pink (DELTARUNE)
• yellow (DELTARUNE)
• noelle (DELTARUNE)
• wormiko (yume tsushin)
• aitsuki (love you)
• sniper-san (yume 2kki)
• hornet (hollow knight)
• lace (hollow knight)
• marina (fear & hunger)
• daan (fear & hunger)

hello. my name is dirk , "d" if you fuck with that. i also go by rust. he/him and masculine referrals exclusively.

• i'm a 19 year old queer man diagnosed with various disorders.
  • DID, BPD, and AUDHD being the only important ones to note.
  • i'm not often vocal about my systemhood.
• i'm a fictional introject of him.
  • this is meant to explain behavioral patterns.
  • i don't want to be sought out solely for my source material.
• i consider myself mentally disabled, and as a result may struggle with proper communication.
  • i'm freakishly verbose with poor tone regulation.
  • i frequently go AWOL for self-regulation purposes.
• my comfort level can be a factor in how willing i am to communicate.
  • i'm much more laid-back and relaxed with ...

• lack basic human respect or decency.
  • this falls under any form of bigotry.
• refuse to acknowledge the difference between depiction and endorsement in media.
  • especially if you refuse to criticize content that endorses exploitation.

i'm anti-censorship, but i hold no respect for anybody who uses "fiction doesn't affect reality" as a way to avoid accountability or criticism.

on another note, please just be fucking normal about my systemhood. i prefer to be treated as a person first and an alter second, thank you.

i block freely, and on my own terms.

hi i play the funny pony game. here are some basic guidelines to interacting with me if you ever find me.

• i usually sit by a cliff to the right of the cave on 18+. i occasionally venture out but i'm typically found there.
• if you see me on the safe server, assume i'm with friends or lurking.
  • additionally, do not try to be friends with me if you're under 16. brief interactions are fine but i don't want anything more.
• i'm usually offtab, afk, or otherwise observing. you might get ignored by me once or twice even if we're friends.
• no c+h unless you ask me first, or we are friends. (as well as friends of friends, you are all welcome to.)
  • however, boops, crowns, kisses, and gifts are all very welcome. i might not always be guaranteed to reciprocate but i do sometimes.
• inspiration is always fine so long as you don't colorpick.
• if you ever have a problem with me, or my friend... discuss it privately with me. i'm always...

consider checking out my backloggd for a more concrete and completed list. these are some of my most enjoyed games in no particular order.

• yume nikki.
  • yume 2kki.
  • yume tsushin.
  • dotflow.
  • love you.
  • various other fangames.
• hollow knight.
  • hollow knight: silksong.
• celeste.
• fear & hunger.
  • fear & hunger 2: termina.
• UNDERTALE & DELTARUNE.
• OMORI.
• needy girl overdose.
  • aka needy streamer overload.

homestuck is unfortunately a primary special interest of mine, but i wanted to share some details about how i feel regarding it.

• i have read both the epilogues and beyond canon.
  • they are fascinating in concept and execution, but it's simply not my type of thing.
  • i don't hold it against anyone who likes it, i'd just prefer not to be pressured into enjoying it.
• roxy lalonde is my number one.
  • she is often a primary focus for me as i absolutely love her and i would defend her with my life.
• i don't typically mind interacting with fans of it, but i'm wary of most of you due to past experiences. if you're relatively normal we'll be fine.
  • on this note, get far, far away from me i...