i am a music fanatic. i love listening to a large variety of genres. here are some of my favorite artists that i listen to in no particular order.

  • lucy bedroque.
    • my absolute favorite artist ever.
    • please listen to them it's a fun time.
  • nine inch nails.
  • motionless in white.
  • glass beach
  • femtanyl.
  • ennaria.
  • pinkpantheress.
  • radiohead.
  • get scared.
  • tyler, the creator.
  • crywank.
  • jack stauber.
  • car seat headrest.
  • SAWTOWNE.
  • FLAVOR FOLEY.
  • TV girl.
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here's a list of some of my favorite characters. these are a variety of characters from different media that i enjoy.

  • roxy lalonde (homestuck)
  • jake english (homestuck)
  • jade harley (homestuck)
  • nepeta leijon (homestuck)
  • calliope (homestuck)
  • agnes digital (umamusume)
  • agnes tachyon (umamusume)
  • rice shower (umamusume)
  • mihono bourborn (umamusume)
  • kris (DELTARUNE)
  • pink (DELTARUNE)
  • yellow (DELTARUNE)
  • noelle (DELTARUNE)
  • wormiko (yume tsushin)
  • aitsuki (love you)
  • sniper-san (yume 2kki)
  • hornet (hollow knight)
  • lace (hollow knight)
  • marina (fear & hunger)
  • daan (fear & hunger)
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hello. my name is dirk , "d" if you fuck with that. i also go by rust. he/him and masculine referrals exclusively.

  • i'm a 19 year old queer man diagnosed with various disorders.
    • DID, BPD, and AUDHD being the only important ones to note.
    • i'm not often vocal about my systemhood.
  • i'm a fictional introject of him.
    • this is meant to explain behavioral patterns.
    • i don't want to be sought out solely for my source material.
  • i consider myself mentally disabled, and as a result may struggle with proper communication.
    • i'm freakishly verbose with poor tone regulation.
    • i frequently go AWOL for self-regulation purposes.
  • my comfort level can be a factor in how willing i am to communicate.
    • i'm much more laid-back and relaxed with ...
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  • lack basic human respect or decency.
    • this falls under any form of bigotry.
  • refuse to acknowledge the difference between depiction and endorsement in media.
    • especially if you refuse to criticize content that endorses exploitation.

i'm anti-censorship, but i hold no respect for anybody who uses "fiction doesn't affect reality" as a way to avoid accountability or criticism.

on another note, please just be fucking normal about my systemhood. i prefer to be treated as a person first and an alter second, thank you.

i block freely, and on my own terms.

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hi i play the funny pony game. here are some basic guidelines to interacting with me if you ever find me.

  • i usually sit by a cliff to the right of the cave on 18+. i occasionally venture out but i'm typically found there.
  • if you see me on the safe server, assume i'm with friends or lurking.
    • additionally, do not try to be friends with me if you're under 16. brief interactions are fine but i don't want anything more.
  • i'm usually offtab, afk, or otherwise observing. you might get ignored by me once or twice even if we're friends.
  • no c+h unless you ask me first, or we are friends. (as well as friends of friends, you are all welcome to.)
    • however, boops, crowns, kisses, and gifts are all very welcome. i might not always be guaranteed to reciprocate but i do sometimes.
  • inspiration is always fine so long as you don't colorpick.
  • if you ever have a problem with me, or my friend... discuss it privately with me. i'm always...
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consider checking out my backloggd for a more concrete and completed list. these are some of my most enjoyed games in no particular order.

  • yume nikki.
    • yume 2kki.
    • yume tsushin.
    • dotflow.
    • love you.
    • various other fangames.
  • hollow knight.
    • hollow knight: silksong.
  • celeste.
  • fear & hunger.
    • fear & hunger 2: termina.
  • UNDERTALE & DELTARUNE.
  • OMORI.
  • needy girl overdose.
    • aka needy streamer overload.
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homestuck is unfortunately a primary special interest of mine, but i wanted to share some details about how i feel regarding it.

  • i have read both the epilogues and beyond canon.
    • they are fascinating in concept and execution, but it's simply not my type of thing.
    • i don't hold it against anyone who likes it, i'd just prefer not to be pressured into enjoying it.
  • roxy lalonde is my number one.
    • she is often a primary focus for me as i absolutely love her and i would defend her with my life.
  • i don't typically mind interacting with fans of it, but i'm wary of most of you due to past experiences. if you're relatively normal we'll be fine.
    • on this note, get far, far away from me i...
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