- falling asleep before midnight on the 31st
- loneliness
- seeing only couples out and about on new year's day
- seeing people have lunch or dinner alone on the 1st of january and wonder if they're lonely or sad, and feeling sad myself because of that
- the absolute insecurity I am facing about work, house, life
- laughing with the nice people in my family
- being asked what I'm planning next in life and freaking out
- eating bad food for too many days
- not feeling at home in my home country
- alienation
jan 1 2011 ∞
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