• falling asleep before midnight on the 31st
  • loneliness
  • seeing only couples out and about on new year's day
  • seeing people have lunch or dinner alone on the 1st of january and wonder if they're lonely or sad, and feeling sad myself because of that
  • the absolute insecurity I am facing about work, house, life
  • laughing with the nice people in my family
  • being asked what I'm planning next in life and freaking out
  • eating bad food for too many days
  • not feeling at home in my home country
  • alienation
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