more about me:

• yankee origin, yeehaw inhabitant
• anxious, bp ii, adhd, borderline, ocd, dysphoric, god only knows what else
• gutter roach queer; desensitized and hard to offend, don't worry too much about what you can and can't say to me
  • don't infantalize me. I am not a child. don't call me an enby, don't do any of the "soft valid uwu" shit, I will block your ass immediately
  • I don't prioritize heterosexuals' or cisgendered people's feelings; if you're either and that bothers you, blow me!
  • my relationship with both sexuality and gender is... nuanced (to say the least).
  • I don't really understand gender beyond expression all too well, and I'm extremely apathetic about most language used to refer to me (nothing with fem-connotations, the more vulgar words "bitch", etc aside)
  • I'll use the word fag, faggot, and queer, sometimes as insults, sometimes as self-identification, whatever; if that bothers you, again, take care of yourself and just block/mute/avoid
  • I'm an aroace, not sex-repulsed or lacking in sex drive; I just don't see a reason to involve anyone else
• bilingual (natively)
• born and raised by two leftist blue collar workers, firmly solidly working class. I loathe the educated liberal yuppie, don't conflate me with one.
• first generation american (and very passionate about migrant rights)
• lived in the south for forever. don't treat this place as if its some kind of backwater uneducated conservative monolith; you don't know shit

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interests include:

• midcentury America (music, fashion, social issues, history, culture, etc; both academically and recreationally)
  • cold war era history
• (digital) art
• metal
  • music, local scenes, subculture, history, what will you
• photography (soft spot for 35mm film)
• working on cars (especially my own; I love her very much)
• roadtrips and long drives in general
• academia (unfortunately)
• social issues (historical and contemporary)
• video games
• analog media and tech
  • vinyl records

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music tastes:

• thrash and speed metal (metallica, megadeth, sodom, kreator, overkill, slayer, venom, powertrip)
• blackened thrash/speed (midnight, hellripper, venom, bewitcher, toxic holocaust)
• nwobhm and trad metal (black sabbath, judas priest, saxon, budgie, angelwitch, diamond head, motorhead, thin lizzy, dio)
• proto-black/early black metal (bathory, bits and pieces of bulldozer and hellhammer, very early darkthrone, first mayhem album)
• doom and stoner metal (electric wizard, devil's witches, pentagram, uncle acid, candlemass)
• classic/dad rock (led zeppelin, the doors, pink floyd, deep purple, rainbow, cream, the who, atomic rooster, elo)
• assorted odds and ends (gogol bordello, dead kennedys, run the jewels, oingo boingo, the cure, new order, florence + the machine, queens of the stone age, rose garden funeral party, L7, carpenter brut, etc)
• my tastes are all over the place

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video game tastes:

• tf2, ultrakill, mgs, fire emblem, don't starve, half life series, quake, dusk, doom (2016), saint's row, fallout, ts2 - ts4, pokemon (gens 1, 3, 6), assassin's creed, civ 5, stardew valley, portal, crusader kings
• heavy emphasis on shooters lmao surprise