more about me:

• yankee origin, yeehaw inhabitant
• anxious, bp ii, adhd, borderline, ocpd, dysphoric
• gutter roach queer; desensitized and hard to offend, don't worry too much about what you can and can't say to me
  • don't fucking infantalize me. I am not a child. don't call me an enby, don't do any of the "soft valid uwu" shit, do not fucking do it or I will block your ass immediately
  • I don't prioritize heterosexuals' or cisgendered people's feelings; if you're either and that bothers you, blow me!
  • my relationship with both sexuality and gender is... nuanced (to say the least).
  • I don't really understand gender beyond expression all too well, and I'm extremely apathetic about most language used to refer to me (nothing with fem-connotations, the more vulgar words "bitch", etc aside)
  • I'll use the word fag, faggot, and queer, sometimes as insults, sometimes as self-identification, whatever; if that bothers you, again, take care of yourself and just block/mute/avoid
  • I'm an aroace, not sex-repulsed or lacking in sex drive; I just don't see a reason to involve anyone else
• bilingual (natively) + know enough german to make my way around it (written/read, mainly; I'm rusty)
• big shitbag leftist with an anarchist slant; politics are important
  • born and raised by two blue collar workers, firmly solidly working class. I loathe the educated liberal yuppie, don't conflate me with one
  • short on ideology because reading is hard with executive dysfunction, but I do my best
  • I reserve every right to clown on mainstream liberals
  • just because I'm dunking on liberals does not mean I agree with conservatives
  • shove your respectability "they go low we go high!" politics up your ass. violence permeates the system of capitalism, top to bottom, and paying lip service to something that's killing all of us is disgusting
  • first generation american (and very passionate about migrant rights)
  • lived in the south for forever. don't treat this place as if its some kind of backwater uneducated conservative monolith; you don't know shit

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interests include:

• midcentury America (music, fashion, social issues, history, culture, etc; both academically and recreationally)
  • cold war era history
• (digital) art
• metal
  • music, local scenes, subculture, history, what will you
• photography (soft spot for 35mm film)
• working on cars (especially my own; I love her very much)
• roadtrips and long drives in general
• academia (unfortunately)
• social issues (historical and contemporary)
• video games
• analogue media and tech
  • vinyl records

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music tastes:

• thrash and speed metal (metallica, megadeth, sodom, kreator, overkill, slayer, venom)
• blackened thrash/speed (midnight, hellripper, venom, bewitcher, wraith, )
• nwobhm and trad metal (black sabbath, judas priest, saxon, budgie, angelwitch, diamond head, motorhead, thin lizzy, dio)
• proto-black/early black metal (bathory, bits and pieces of bulldozer and hellhammer, very early darkthrone, first mayhem album)
• doom and stoner metal (electric wizard, devil's witches, pentagram, uncle acid, candlemass)
• classic/dad rock (led zeppelin, the doors, pink floyd, deep purple, rainbow, cream, the who, atomic rooster, elo)
• assorted odds and ends (gogol bordello, dead kennedys, run the jewels, oingo boingo, the cure, new order, florence + the machine, queens of the stone age, rose garden funeral party, L7, kavinsky, lazerhawk, carpenter brut, etc)
• my tastes are all over the place

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video game tastes:

• tf2, ultrakill, mgs, fire emblem, don't starve, half life, quake, dusk, doom (2016), saint's row, fallout, ts2 - ts4, pokemon (gens 1, 3, 6), assassin's creed, civ 5,
• heavy emphasis on shooters lmao surprise