a b o u t m e

hello! you may know me as civi, tano, abeille/bee, batboy, or rach! whichever you prefer out of those, whichever means something to you, is what i'm comfortable with you using ;v; ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

• female, uses she/her pronouns
• currently in college
• an art major with a minor in creative writing
• i have adhd so i'm sorry if i'm all over the place
• asexual/panrom (???)
• not as nice as you want to believe

songs

• coastline -- hollow coves
• nver -- elektrik people
• wuthering heights -- kate bush
• sisyphus -- Andrew Bird
• golden brown -- the stranglers
• somebody's baby -- sidney gish
• i lost a friend -- finneas
• lonely stars -- lealani
• hocus pocus -- focus
• turbulent -- waterparks

i was gonna change this... but it still accurate so

• zodiac sign capricorn
• alignment true neutural
• mbti enfp
• hogwarts house hufflepuff
• enneagram type two

• if you chase two rabbits, both will get away
• you can be a good person with a kind heart and still say no
• cito maturum cito putridum
• ad infinitum and ad nauseam
• may the bridges i burn light the way
• i gave my heart back to the galaxies, so when you look above you know i’ll always love you.
• don't you dare, for one minute, believe that my kindness makes me anything but insurmountable. i did not unzip my chest to every kind of hurt, and stagger back, wounded and alive, just to hear you call me weak for trying.
• most days i am a museum of things i want to forget.
• "maybe i dreamt you," he said. "thanks for the straight teeth, then," adam replied.”

i honestly watched most of these as a child and i need them back in my life at some point ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

• Andre
• Baby's Day Out
• Princess Bride
• Moonrise Kingdom
• Corrina, Corrina
• Balloon Farm
• Babe
• Catch That Kid
• The Journey of Natty Gann

W H O

honestly, this is just a list of things i notice, a list of character traits and flaws i suppose.

• i stole this concept from aff; guess i'm coming for her brand ♥

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• i like to pretend i mean well, but more often than not i don't
• i'm mostly rolling with the punches
• i get too attached to people too quick
• i'm super emotional
• i can't control my anything
• everything frustrates me and i'm sorry for that
• i scratch my head when i'm tired
• i hate not being needed
• when people call me by my nickname, my he...

• atrophy - waste away, typically due to the degeneration of cells, or become vestigial during evolution.
• κακοθερής (kakotherēs) - unfitted to endure summer heat