June 2nd Monday

• didn't sleep well, had to wake up early to see my doctor. been in pain from something since march and it feels like it'll never end.
• first day of my admin assistant job! met some of the other people and I have my own desk too...ate lunch with the others, it's very exciting.
• dad came over to take care of rory and made dinner for me. didn't get to thank him and I cried from the loneliness + gratitude I felt.
• I haven't studied for my japanese class at all but I don't think it'll matter too much lmao...

June 3rd Tuesday

• woke up with bad anxiety, slept just as bad as the night before.
• today is rory's 10th birthday and I feel ...