• live alone.
• see a band live.
• travel the world
• go on a train in Poland.
• collect postcards.
• buy my own flat.
• decorate it all vintage.
• get a job at Asda.
• become some sort of businesswoman.
• go to New Zealand.
• ride a big rollercoaster.
• live with a friend.
• live in london again.
• work in an office.
• go to Las Vegas again.

• get a job at asda.
• travel the world.
• decorate my place all vintage.
• live in london.
• go to parties.
• have my own business.
• work in the media.
• remain single for as long as possible, preferrably forever.
• don't be a bitch.
• buy a polaroid camera.
• use a disposable camera.
• go to asia.
• write letters.
• decorate my flat all old fashioned.
• be different from everyone else.
• hold an art show.
• keep collaging.
• fill walls of photos everywhere from all of time.
• keep everything that means something to m...

• vintage photography.
• old fashioned telephone.
• old photos.
• polaroid and film cameras.
• collages.
• biro doodles.
• blank spaces.
• new places.
• rhyming things and poetry.
• freedom.
• anything that sounds crackly.
• my iPod.
• homies.
• hot chocolate.

i'll add more as i go along.

• bitchiness.
• the fact it's all girls.
• you can't be friends with everyone.
• lack of freedom.
• you're forced to do things you don't enjoy.
• have to ask to go to the toilet and you're sometimes refused.
• not allowed to listen to iPods.
• can't eat while you work.
• sometimes you're not even allowed to speak.
• the threat of getting into trouble.
• being blamed for things you haven't done.
• disagreeable classmates.
• the bullies.
• there are all different cliques and groups.
• having friends is important. Too important for my big mouth.

• poland.
• australia.
• russia.
• the states again.
• spain again.
• germany.
• brazil.
• mexico.
• south africa.
• ireland.
• iceland.
• sweden.

• england (living)
• USA
  • Nevada (Vegas what else)
  • California
  • Florida
  • Arizona
• spain
• portugal
• cyprus
• france (sadly)
• scotland
• mallorca

• what's the point?
• there are more things in life.
• there are better things in life.
• trying to hide the hickeys!
• 'sorry, i can't come out today, i have to stay with my other half'
• what if they're getting around with someone else?
• i dont want to have sex with you or anyone, thank you.
• wanting different things.
• losing my freedom.
• tying me down, no dreams fulfilled.
• school first.
• friends first.
• family first.
• enjoyment first.
• self first.
• i used to be indecisive, but now i'm not so sure.