january

• back to uni, klausurenphase, trying to find a reason to stay alive, angry at everything, i want to start art journaling, thinking a lot about jungkook and namjoon, music
• und vielleicht muss der nächste schritt ein rückschritt sein, denn so kann ich nicht glücklich sein

february

• music, free time, doing whatever i want, still feeling stuck, creativity, art journaling, reading, spending a lot of time alone, walking for hours through bookstores, libraries and cute shops while listening to my favorite music, met friends after a long time, girlhood, looking forward to ramadan, wanting to do better but struggling, namjoonification of my brain

march

• ramadan, crocheting, getting back into a routine, trying to build a new connection with god, feeling extremely ungrateful. do i want to sabotage myself? do i not want anything good for me?