• apply for a school
  • done! i've been a student since august
• budget & learn about finances
  • i didn't do well.
• lose weight and stay fit, and especially exercise more
  • i didn't do well.
• keep up my skincare routine
  • 50/50
• grow my hair and take care of it properly
  • i cut it into a pixie, best decision ever
• build confidence and slowly get over my social anxiety
  • my biggest accomplishment this year. i'm not OVER social anxiety nor do i have that much confidence yet, but i'm in a 100% better place than i was last year. and i am happy about it.
• slowly get over generalised anxiety
  • my generalised anxiety is still haunting me every day but i did go to a doctor and i am looking for a therapist right now :)
• live mindfully
  • i did okay!
• journal more often, at least once a month
  • not every month, but i did journal a lot :D
• use a graditude journal
  • i didn't do well.
• read at least 12 books
  • i didn't do well.
• use duolingo regularly for korean
  • this is not a priority for me anymore.

《 2018 theme: fearless & happy 》

note to myself: don't pressure yourself. remember that whatever is happening is because it's for the better, and it's what is meant to be. as long as you try your best but don't push yourself to exhaustion, everything is great. be grateful towards yourself and acknowledge your accomplishments. you've done so much and even when it got really hard, you kept going. and lastly, you don't have to do XYZ to be a great person, or to deserve good things. people's opinions of you shouldn't matter. you don't have to be XYZ or accomplish XYZ or behave like XYZ to be worthy of love and respect. i hope you find the greatness in you this year and learn how to love yourself unconditionally and be fearless, passionate and hopeful.