august was nice - it was quiet, neat, everything went on day for day. it was a month of pain with a relief like a big deep breath. it was a month of thought and decisions and change.

• decorating my room
• buying flowers every week
• spending a lot of time by myself
• journaling more than usual - art
• organizing and cleaning
• the story of narziß and goldmund
• finding peace and losing it
• trying to find something to hold onto
• doubts & the relief from them
• thinking of changing my life