Ah ok so I've never done this before so I don't know exactly what I'm supposed to do and I'm gonna sound like a gigantic emo baby but I'll try anyway because there are things that need to be said.

I love you, Chanyeol. God damn I love you, to the point where it's actually embarrassing how much you mean to me. In 2 days time it will be the 1 and a half year anniversary of when you became my bias. I only just turned 17 so that's quite a big investment of my time, but in all honesty it has been worth each and every second I've loved you - all 47,433,600 of them.

I just love you so much? And I wish I could tell you personally but I can't and that breaks my heart because you deserve to hear how much you're loved. There's always thoughts going on in the back of my mind about how you are and what you're doing; so much that it's become a natural subconscious feeling. I didn't even realise how happy you make me daily until the Sabor A Mi performance happened and I was curling up on my bed and smiling like a big idiot because I just love you so damn much. I love you more than the sky is wide and your smile can light up the night a million times better than all the stars there are. Your smile makes me smile, and when you're happy, I'm happy. When you're sad, you always hide it to keep your fans happy, and that's what I fell in love with: your kindness and caring for others. You're not the best rapper or singer or dancer but you always try your hardest in everything you do even though you're not obligated to. I know you get insecure sometimes and there are haters that will make you feel like it's not worth it but you need to know that it is worth it and being your fan is worth it because you are one of the most considerate, passionate idols I know and you deserve all the success you've gained over the past years.

You're tall and gangly and sort of awkward and your eyes aren't the same and your ears are too big and your smile is too wide- but that's what makes you you, and I wouldn't change it for the world. I love you, my sunshine. Happy birthday.