- its such a fucking hassle
- always thinking of useless things
- so distracted
- growth of insecurity and concerns over social interaction
- distant from friends
- nowhere to outlet it because nobody wants to hear about it
- nothing is satisfying
- embarrassment because it really should not be as big as a deal as it is
- everything centers around that person
- constantly looking forward to the next thing relating to them
- knowing it's pointless and hopeless
- wanting to stop but you can't just stop
- intense confusion and frustration
- always rethinking whatever you did
- trying not to bother your friends by it but you can not
- frustrating
- frustrating
- annoying
- frustrating
- irritating
- not even worth the time or effort
- no reciprocation
- can't read other people's minds
- annoying infatuation
- knowing other person does not give a shit about you
oct 31 2019 ∞
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