nov 29 2014 ∞
nov 27 2022 +
  • Any cookbook
  • Needle in the Bone-Caryn Mirriam-Goldberg
  • The Moth Diaries- Rachel Klein
  • Citizen: An American Lyric- Claudia Rankin
  • On Intersectionality: Essential Writings of Kimberle Crenshaw- Kimberle Crenshaw
  • We Real Cool- Bell Hooks
  • The Shock of the Fall- Nathan Filer
  • The New Best Recipe- Fool's Illustrated Magazine
  • How to Grow Stuff- Alice Vincent
  • The New Testament: A Translation- David Bentley Hart
  • bell hooks
  • e. e. cummings
  • The Miracle Morning
  • Your Beauty Mark- Dita von Teese
  • First to a Million- Dan Sheeks
  • Set for Life- Scott Trench
dec 1 2012 ∞
oct 11 2022 +
  • Pay off credit cards
  • Pay off Hunter's student loans
  • $10,000 emergency savings
  • Fully funded retirement accounts
  • KonMari
  • Buy house w 4 bedrooms and a yard
  • Give my friends and family $$$
  • Revamp my lingerie collection
  • Shoe collection
may 9 2020 ∞
nov 15 2020 +
  • Smart Watch
  • Long lunchtime run
  • Nap
  • To see Austin
jul 24 2019 ∞
jul 24 2019 +
  • To be done with school
  • A job in a lab
  • Time with my cats
  • A real date night with Hunter
  • Cuddles
  • Multiple days off
  • No homework
  • No projects
  • A home cooked meal
  • Fresh flowers
  • Cupcakes
oct 15 2015 ∞
oct 15 2015 +
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  • Polaroid Camera
  • To know what the hell to do with Einzige
  • A better grasp on German
  • Not to be so terrified
  • To have done that stupid paper
may 25 2011 ∞
may 25 2011 +
  • "...and stuff" at the end of arguments
  • Using "like" too often
  • "they're/there/their" "too/to/two" "your/you're" "it's/its" mistakes
  • mispronouncing "nuclear"
  • stepping on cracks
  • touching doors
  • side-arm hugs
  • "Sorry"
  • chronic lateness (especially without a notice--don't keep me waiting for 30-90 minutes without so much as a "hey sorry things are running slowly")
apr 7 2011 ∞
apr 8 2011 +
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  • To finish this goddamn paper
  • focus
  • any kind of appetite
  • energy
  • no feelings
  • comfort
mar 24 2011 ∞
mar 24 2011 +
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  • to not sleep alone (more than anything)
  • to be held
  • to cuddle
  • to not feel sick every morning
  • to have stable moods
  • to get physics homework done
  • to have attention from the boyfriend
  • to not feel so empty
  • Jay to come to me, put his hands on my shoulders, and tell me to come home. With him.
mar 1 2011 ∞
mar 1 2011 +
  • focus
  • hot tea (goddamn I should just get on that)
  • energy
  • a ride to WalMart
  • a less idiotic concentration face
  • time to spend with people
  • this week to be over successfully
  • still want flowers
  • not to be grossed out by perfume
  • an epic hug
  • the room to myself
  • infinite fluffy hats
feb 14 2011 ∞
feb 14 2011 +
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  • to sleep for 20 hours straight
  • to cuddle
  • hot tea
  • a sweatshirt that smells like my boyfriend
  • my glasses
  • fresh flowers
  • a kiss
  • company
  • more hours before the dawn
  • forehead kisses
  • to hold hands
feb 10 2011 ∞
feb 10 2011 +
dec 26 2019 ∞
oct 18 2022 +
  • Banks
  • Bear Hands
  • Big Data
  • Bleachers
  • Zella Day
  • Robert DeLong
  • The Fratellis
  • Glass Animals
  • Halsey
  • Imogen Heap
  • Ingrid Michaelson
  • Iron and Wine
  • The Mars Volta
  • Melanie Martinez
  • MS MR
  • Regina Spektor
  • Sir Sly
  • Sylvan Esso
  • Tove Lo
  • The White Stripes
  • Amy Winehouse
oct 15 2015 ∞
nov 8 2021 +
  • Peonies
  • Fuji chrysanthemum
  • Wildflowers (assorted)
  • Foxgloves
  • Snapdragons
  • Dahlias
may 9 2020 ∞
nov 15 2020 +
  • Coffees
  • Razors
  • Lingerie
  • Acrylic nails
  • Wax
  • Jeans
apr 21 2020 ∞
nov 15 2020 +
  • Organizers for Sihir things
  • Organizers for all my stationary
  • Bedside table
  • Hooks for tapestry
  • More pillows?
  • Mirror hooks
  • Professional shirts
  • Pens
nov 29 2012 ∞
dec 3 2012 +
  • 3-4 dogs
      • Irish Wolfhound: Rilo
      • pug: Howard/Enid
      • Bloodhound
      • Great Dane
  • 2-3 cats
  • hedgehog
  • dwarf hamster
  • possibly a chinchilla
  • a small forest
  • potted flowers EVERYWHERE
  • fresh flowers
  • a well-dressed kiddie pool I can pretend is a pond
  • windows
  • mirrors
  • tree decals
  • walls of books
  • pillows!
sep 14 2011 ∞
sep 14 2011 +
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  • want
  • need
  • be
  • walls
  • touch
  • bond
  • feel
  • frightened
  • trust
  • please
  • hold
  • nervous
  • new
may 20 2011 ∞
may 20 2011 +
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  • drinking water
  • 10 minutes after waking up from a nap
  • good posture
  • the touch of someone who cares
  • the resolution of an awkward situation
  • being sore after a thorough workout
  • bruises from good times
  • brushing my hair
  • finding the perfect phrase
mar 31 2011 ∞
mar 31 2011 +
  • complete health
  • Jay's complete health
  • better drugs
  • no side effects ever
  • a date
  • time with the boyfriend
  • focus
  • the ability to sleep again
mar 3 2011 ∞
mar 3 2011 +
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  • back massage
  • kisses
  • slow, deep sex
  • Friday night at 7.00 pm
  • a bath in a tub with bubbles
  • clean sheets
  • sleep
  • hand holding
  • spooning
  • lips on my neck
  • lingerie shopping
feb 17 2011 ∞
feb 17 2011 +
  • sleep
  • someone to rub my tummy
  • someone warm to snuggle with
  • health
  • Prozac
  • superfuzzy pajamas
  • a fluffy cat to snuggle with
  • liters of soup
  • someone to touch my face
  • slippers
feb 10 2011 ∞
feb 10 2011 +
  • First Position
  • The Dancer
  • Under Our Skin
  • Solitary Confinement
  • Seven Samurai
  • City of God
  • A Royal Affair
  • Writer of O
  • The New World
  • Tangerine
  • The Girl King
nov 27 2012 ∞
dec 26 2021 +
  • Florence and the Machine
  • Jimmy Eat World
  • Dizzy Gillespie
  • Charlie Parker
  • Count Baddie
  • Ella Fitzgerald
  • Johnny Cash
dec 18 2017 ∞
dec 26 2021 +
  • mise en place
  • Large bouquet for dining room table
  • Clear counter tops
  • Bathroom storage so the counters aren't so cluttered
  • New sectional
  • Functional futon for office
  • Vacuum for floors in apartment
  • More Ethiopian coffee for Aeropress
  • About $1K more a month so I can have real savings vials and a coffee budget
  • New industrial piercing jewelry since mine is missing a ball bearing
  • $0 credit card balance for my Chase card
  • One more talk with my dad
nov 15 2020 ∞
nov 15 2020 +
  • Clean apartment
  • Clean floors
  • Clean clothes
  • Clean sheets and pillowcases
  • Painted nails
  • Stiletto heels
  • Crisp black eyeliner
  • Good coffee in the morning
  • Sparkling lemon water
  • Classical music
  • Furry blankets
  • Regular showers
  • Freshly shaven skin
  • Thick lotion
  • Face mask
  • Fresh cut fruit
sep 27 2018 ∞
sep 27 2018 +
  • Lunch
  • To not be averse to eating
  • A gym membership
  • Good grades
  • Summer time
  • To be confident in shorts
  • A really tasty NA drink
  • Cuddle outside with the boy and some books
  • More time
  • A new bathing suit
may 7 2015 ∞
may 7 2015 +
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  • Medication to work
  • The will to do what I need to
  • My chest to stop hurting
  • Not to sleep alone
  • To get out of my head
  • Escape
  • The right words
may 20 2011 ∞
may 20 2011 +
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  • owning Tree of Codes
  • tree tattoo
  • possible white ink tattoo of "Every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around" on my wrist?
  • get my shit in order
  • regular sleeping schedule
  • regular writing schedule
apr 2 2011 ∞
apr 2 2011 +
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  • need
  • forever
  • drunk
  • addict
  • terror
  • love
  • trust
  • relationship
  • abandon
  • crazy
mar 24 2011 ∞
mar 24 2011 +
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  • sleep
  • to do well in the fencing tournament tomorrow
  • cuddling
  • kisses on the eyelids
  • pasta
  • bustier
  • a shoulder to lay my head on
  • good stretch
  • finished homework
feb 19 2011 ∞
feb 19 2011 +
  • sleep
  • to be held
  • hot tea
  • not to have 2 exams this week
  • not to feel overwhelmingly stupid
  • more time in which to study
  • a massage, preferably from a loved one
  • flowers
feb 13 2011 ∞
feb 13 2011 +