— favourite groups;

• seventeen - 세븐틴 (ult group)
• mamamoo - 마마무
• got7 - 갓세븐

— dropped;

• exo - 엑소
• block b - 블락비
• bts - 방탄소년단

— biases;

lee chan ♡ seventeen

• my ultimate bias and favourite human being. this little star is shining so bright, seriously. i have fallen in love with you since the beginning, i loved your blue hair and innocent smile. you're so talented, this is insane. i hope you'll develop, because you deserve this. you will become someone big and i believe in you. keep dancing and eating well. i wish i could meet you in person and say everything that i always wanted to. love you.

soonyoung ♡ seventeen

• literally sunshine, i love your bright smile and laugh. i can't handle your cuteness. you're a baby dork and this is so lovely, you always makes me happy, i could stare at you all the time. i'm glad you debuted, because it would be such a waste. you're a talented person but also intelligent. chan is so lucky to have a hyung like you.

hansol ♡ seventeen

• i still remember your old videos, they're so funny and cute. i feel the urge to protect you, because kpop world is cruel and you don't deserve that hate you receive. you're really talented and open-minded, i wish everyone knows that side of yours. i can't wait to see you in a few years, you will succeed, i know that.

— the ones i used to adore a lot;

seungcheol ♡ seventeen

• you were my bias list wrecker for so long. i don't even know how to describe all the feelings you gave me. everyone should hear you singing, when i heard you for the first time i fell in love even more. i love every piece of you, because you're truly adorable.

kyungsoo ♡ exo

• i had for you so much feelings. i will never forget your beautiful voice and smile. you're so fluffy and talented. i hope you'll go solo one day.

yugyeom ♡ got7

• my talented maknae. i fell for you during the 하지하지마 era and your pinky hair. i always support you even if i do other stuff and talk about others. you still make me smile.

junmyeon ♡ exo

• i still adore you a lot. i love your style and non-funny jokes. your blonde hair was blessing. you're so tiny, that's cute. i couldn't take my eyes away from you.

jimin ♡ bts

• you were my first serious bias. i was so obsessed about your person, i was watching videos with you even in school. i loved your black hair, you are so fluffy and funny. i hope you're okay, because i feel happy when you smile.

hoseok ♡ bts

• you were giving me things. you're truly beautiful and you deserve a lot of love. i met you when you had ginger hair and i still like this concept the best.

— the ones i really like;

• the rest of seventeen ♡
• solar ♡ mamamoo
• hwasa ♡ mamamoo
• jackson ♡ got7
• bambam ♡ got7

— albums i own;

• 17carat ♡ seventeen
  • 1 signed by all members
• boys be ♡ seventeen
  • hide ver. 2 copies // pcs: cheol, hoshi
  • seek ver. 2 copies // pcs: jun, chan
    • 1 signed by all members
• love&letter ♡ seventeen
  • love ver. // pc: jeonghan
  • letter ver. // pc: mingyu
• matrix ♡ b.a.p
  • T ver. - zelo
• matrix ♡ b.a.p // pc: himchan
  • group ver.
• dark&wild ♡ bts // pc: namjoon
• h.e.r ♡ block b // pc: zico
• blockbuster ♡ block b
• new kids on the block ♡ block b

— important dates;

♡ 150526 - seventeen's debut

♡ 151005 - i was chosen during svt's m&g on mwave and got signed album by all members (they were selling with sign from one random member)

♡ 151017 - chan wrote my name with two hearts next to it, signed his photo and answered my question on fansign. "who would you choose, michael jackson or your girlfriend? ...girlfriend!" it's shocking, because he's obsessed over mj

♡ 151126 - i was chosen during b.a.p's m&g on mwave and got special polaroid and signed album (by all members)

♡ 160504 - seventeen's first win

honestly i can't believe this happened. i just wrote about it to benia. i absolutely forgot about how i got those signed albums and i just can't believe i sold them with no hesitation. it's not even about the groups but about the past, something that was really important for me because kpop was a huge part of my life back then and i was so dedicated. of course i wasn't really a big fan of b.a.p or whatever i liked their music atm but ya know. i only feel like i should have kept it a little longer or at least remember the history of getting those. and i can't believe i sold all block b albums thooo like they got me into kpop