which has led to severe anxiety surrounding my identity and my relationships with others, especially people i like.

• I can't ever concentrate on the thing I'm supposed to be concentrating on, but I can think about pretty much everything else.
• I usually forget why I walked into the room.
• It can take me an hour to do a five minute task.
• I'm either obsessed or not interested at all.
• When I'm excited, I'm literally bouncing off the walls.
• Whenever I'm angry, I'm really fucking angry.
• I sometimes walk down the middle of the road.
• Sadness + boredom = tendency to play with knives, scissors, hammers and tape dispensor blades.
• I rarely know why I did what I did.
• I hardly ever consider the consequences of my actions.
• I'm scared that everybody thinks I'm annoying.
• I can mislay things whilst actually holding them.
• I try to be organised, but I know I never will be.
• I scream and try to jump from high places when drunk.
• I rarely do what I'm asked to (because I accidentally forget and do something else instead).
• I hardly ever sleep, because my brain is always focusing on something.
• I can't always control my dark and angry thoughts.
• I'm often waaayyyyy more excited than everyone else.
• I promise that I'll never do a thing, and then just do it anyway.
• I have notebooks with stab wounds.
• I get really tired from thinking all the time.
• I often forget to eat, or drink, or go to bed.
• I drum with my hands when I’m bored.

https://www.buzzfeed.com/carolinekee/adhd-is-a-disorder-not-a-choice?utm_term=.ugX9zwxzw#.ljYLVnRVn