• The Last Nude - Ellis Avery
• The Shining Girls - Lauren Beukes
• The People of Forever are not Afraid - Shani Boianjiu
• Woes of the True Police-Man - Roberto bolaño
• We Need New Names - NoViolet Bulawayo
• The Burn Palace - Stephen Dobyns
• Second Person Singular - Sayed Kashua
• The Dinner - Herman Koch

• Take care of yourself
• If it feels right stick with it because rarely will you get that feeling

• misfits
• an american horror story
• doctor who
• sherlock holmes (bbc)
• merlin
• supernatural
• trueblood
• ncis
• bones
• criminal minds
• chuck
• pushing daisies
• two and a half men
• life on mars
• ghost whisperer
• private practice

• dancing (Waltz, Tango, Salsa, Foxtrot, etc.)
• french
• how to mix drinks
• how to shuffle cards like a pro

• color theory
• style theory (ie- what not to wear)
• the body postmortem
• bone structure
• the blood system
• calligraphy
• body language
• behavioural analysis
• sign language
• the criminal psyche
• ciphers
• photography
• cooking
• bartending
• music history
• herbal remedies

• Red The colour of excitement, raising our blood pressure and increasing feelings of passion.
• Yellow Livens up a grey day, making us feel happy, recharged and uplifted.
• Orange As a combination of yellow and red, it has the power to elicit good cheer and happiness, as well as energy and excitement. It's also said to stimulate appetite.
• Blue Blue is associated with dependability, constancy. People feel serene and tranquil because that's what we associate with the sky. It also suppresses our appetite, likely because there aren't too many blue foods.
• Green Reminiscent of the outdoors or nature; offers freshness and balance.
• Purple The colour of creativity, combining the excitement of red on one hand and the tranquility of blue on the other.

• TheBalm Time Balm Concealer
• Skintimate Moisturizing Shaving Cream
• Guerlain KissKiss Gloss
• Flora by Gucci
• Schwarzkopf Styling Mousse
• Moleskine Journals and Notepads

• nothing at the moment

• clean my room

• Theda Bara
• Musidora
• Pola Negri
• Nita Naldi
• Mabel Normand
• Betty Bronson
• Mary Astor
• Lillian Gish
• Gloria Swanson
• Bette Davis
• Mary Pickford
• Joan Crawford
• Greta Garbo

Italic means fictional

• Hugh Jackman
• Morgan Freeman
• Benedict Cumberbatch
• Martin Freeman
• David Tennant
• Will Ferrell
• Robert Downey Jr.
• Emma Stone
• Albert from Batman
• Kevin Sandusky from Tropic Thunder
• Daniel Gale from The Bad Mother's Handbook
• Sarah Ellis from White Collar
• Donna Paulsen from Suits
• Lee Pace
• Zachary Levi
• Tim Roth
• Joseph Gordon-Levitt
• Jeffrey Dean Morgan
• Misha Collins

• Don't look back; you're not going that way.
• When another person makes you suffer, it is because he suffers deeply within himself, and his suffering is spilling over. He does not need punishment; he needs help. That’s the message he is sending. - Thích Nhất Hạnh
• It's always sin that weighs you down and makes you drown.
• If you haven't cried, your eyes can't be beautiful. - Sophia Loren
• You know you’re in love when you can’t sleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. - Dr. Suess
• Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. - Antoine de Saint-Exupery
• Pain is weakness leaving the body. - Unknown

• swimming in templeton pool with my father
• driving to osoyoos and accidentally whacking my sister in the face
• going to dairy queen and subway at midnight in osoyoos in our bathing suits
• crying in front of v, then laying on her lap
• making loud animal noises while walking down the street
• getting pushed into a pool
• getting locked in an attic
• when i told my sister that our dad was gonna die
• the day he died
• going to japan (the second time was better)
• holding other v while she cried in the school bathroom
• sitting by the sidewalk and singing "Daisy Daisy" with my mom as a kid

• art history
• Latin
• mythology and folklore
• psychological explanations of criminal behaviour
• English: short prose and novels
• forensic psychology
• women in the criminal justice system

• Carla Gugino
• Audrey Tatou
• Arielle Kebbel
• Ginnifer Goodwin
• Rachel Weisz
• Jessie Ware
• Katharine Hepburn
• Shannyn Sossamon
• Michelle Dockery
• Alannah Myles
• Julianna Margulies

• the rain from outside my window
• chimes
• a cat purring
• the sound of someone i love breathing

• 3/4 cup (26 fl oz) red wine
• 1 tablespoon sugar
• 1 large orange, sliced thin crosswise
• 1 large lemon, sliced thin crosswise
• whatever other fruit you'd like! (apples, pears)
• 1 cup (8 fl. oz) fanta or sprite or club soda
• You can indclude the juice from a lemon or orange

Pour all liquid ingredients EXCEPT the soda into a pitcher or bowl. Add in Sugar, and stir. Add the cut up fruit and soda right before serving. Serve cold with ice.

• STASH lemon spice green tea
• herbal peppermint tea
• herbal chamomile tea
• honey
• brown sugar
• lemons

Steep the tea bags together and dip teaspoons of honey into the brown sugar, mixing it in with the tea. Cut up lemon pieces and put them in the tea. Let cool, then chill.

• buy a huge house
  • with a pool
  • tennis courts
  • soundproof room
  • a gym
  • huge backyard with a bit of forest
  • a library
• buy a couple cars
• pay off any debts
• go on vacation with family
• buy a few computers/laptops
• entertainment theatre anyone?
• pay for mine and siblings college
• make a college fund for my future kids
• take my friends out on a cruise
• donate to a couple different charities
• buy a new wardrobe full of classy shit
• not work for a while
• go on a trip around the world