• i wish my dad knew how much i loved him
• i wish he knew what my future plans were
• i wish he saw every detail in my brain
• i wish he knew that i never forgot about him

going from this symbol of pain to a legend in my eyes

• it's funny because back then i would do everything to fight back
• now at the end of my days i wonder if i represented him well
• i wonder if he knows that i'm trying to replicate him
• that i'm making sure his flame never dies
• that i'm trying to be like him every day

he wasn't evil

he was just trying his best, and i never saw that effort

i can't believe his tomb doesn't have a s...

• nilla wafers
• chex mix
• ritz crackers and cheese
• apples
• jalapenos cream cheese poppers
• potato chips

• i know when to cut losses
• i know how to motivate people
• i know how to make people feel comfortable
• i know a lot about human behavior in general
• i can make people laugh
• i have the ability to think deeply and critically
• i am creative
• i can admire and hate anything
• i am an invested christian
• i have strong integrity, i only do things i believe in
• i know a lot about little niche things
• i know how to thrift
• i know what to appreciate in art
• i am a good writer
• i have a lot of energy
• i am resilient
• i am unpredictable

• INTERACTIVE LAB DUE AT 9 AM TMRW
• GRATITUDE GRAMS ORGANIZATION, UPCOMING EVENTS
• STRAT 390 GROUP PROJECT
• PHIL 442 REVISIONS
• STUDENT SURVEY CHECK IN
• BIZ BEAT GRATITUDE GRAMS

• michigan football game
• wwe raw
• taj mahal
• my apartment
• Christ the redeemer in rio de janeiro
• chicago
• disney

• call the dentist
• julie coaching inconsistency
• economic theory of socialism
• pencil: the movie

• le temps de cathedral
• champs elysees
• miraculous
• mardi gras
• crepes
• les miserables
• la seine

• downtown detroit
• go to a niceish dinner
• get medium rare steak with some wine
• go to fox theater or something and see a live show (orchestra or ballet)
• get driven home
• say bye and go to sleep

• never try to be cool
• if the space doesn't want you don't try to fit in
• it's better to be quiet and attentive than trying to impress with words
• try to be authentic, it's the safest route
• men forget to wipe their ass, you don't need to be nice

• being sent emails
• boundary crossing

• mac plumping balm
• summer fridays
• laneige glowy balm
• fenty gloss
• two-faced (i don't like the smell)
• glossier (texture is bad)

special shout-out: laneige's caramel lip mask. favvvv

• cook real fresh meals
• go outside more
• make new friends
• drink water

college feels like cooking in the fisher-price kitchen

• discussion handout for phil-
• presentation for ba 445-

I DID IT

• study for be
• write those damn emails
• log in bizbeat hour for katie catch up

jane

• replying to emails
• replying to texts
• replying to the gcal
• dishes
• putting stuff away
• being proactive
• making people feel comfortable
• walking
• hearing
• seeing
• remembering
• grocery shopping
• being on time
• making haste
• being responsible

• is nice
• knows how to listen
• knows when to be funny and when to be serious
• has a real perspective of the world
• struggled in life
• really smart both eq and iq
• leaning more introvert than extravert
• caring, can help me when i struggle
• listens to my nos
• can recognize when i'm uncomfortable
• is different from everyone else
• plz for the love of god have a sister or be older

especially in the darkest struggles, i didn't notice how bright the sun shone that day

like

• his intelligence
• his kindness and thoughtfulness
• his unwavering commitment to detail
• his hair
• his organizational style

not sure about

• his voice
• his social style
• his religious status

don’t like

• his texts full of nothing
• his political stance probably

• mom has autism
• mom doesn't know english/borderline illiterate
• mom from india poverty, now in america poverty
• sell everything to split a 35k house with siblings, eventually becoming permanent home extended family leave
• mom marries man 1
• mom and man 1 have sister
• sister is intellectually disabled
• man 1 dies of cancer
• mom widowed with intellectually disabled sister
• mom becomes pentecostal
• mom gets manipulated by pastor to marry man 2
• man 2 lies about age, occupation, and education level
• mom and man 2 have baby
• me baby

• traveling
• getting takeout
• j/off
• gossiping
• lowkey eating food but not in an ed way

• show matthew turner my diploma
• thank the goat Mika for giving me a good grade

• kerala
• nyc but i need a boyfriend
• paris
• london
• tokyo

• good luck charlie christmas
• home alone 1
• home alone 2
• home alone 3
• polar express
• elf
• a christmas story
• a charlie brown christmas
• our little secret
• it's a wonderful life

• homework
• to respond to emails
• to recruit
• to read
• to get ready
• to pick an outfit
• to wind down and go to bed
• shopping time

• massive umbrella that triples as a melee weapon, shield, and a glider
• time traveling innovator who gets visited by her children from the future since she didn't make it
• study abroad student finds out her teacher is her half-brother

• tiana
• jasmine
• rapunzel
• ariel

trader joes

• everything ciabetta rolls
• dumplings
• yogurt
• soda
• truffle chips
• definitely some sauces
• pasta sauce
• pasta
• parmasean

aldis

• chicken, salmon, beef
• pepperoni and salami
• eggs, lactaid milk
• spreadable cheese
• avocado
• cucumber
• arugula

i hate cooking but i want fresh hot meals. nothing tastes good.

like

• burberry her elixir
• kayali boujee marshmallow
• strawberry shortcake collab perfume with scentbird
• bbw strawberry poundcake
• ysl libra
• ariana grande cloud
• ariana grande mod vanilla
• acqua di gioia
• kayali sparkling lychee
• sol de janeiro 62

want

• kayali vanilla candy rock sugar
• lust for sun
• replica on a date
• replica afternoon delight
• orebella
• britney spears fantasy

fyi kayali does NOT LAST!!!

• robert irwin has to be evil

• noah centineo
• tom welling young
• kristen kreuk
• david corenswet
• heath ledger
• simone ashley
• cillian murphy
• vanessa hudgens
• anok yai
• bella hadid
• abhay verma
• britney spears
• shalom harlow

by level of importance

• Jesus
• my mom
• my sister
• willow
• kathy
• a good friend of mine

• a good christmas
• a medium rare burger at pretzel bells
• warmth

collected

• tire rims
• dolls

need more

perhaps the darkest portal is the mirror in our rooms

reena

• better services to help immigrants adjust to the country
• stronger social security/retirement funding assistance
• affordable daycare
• wage laws
• ai protection laws for 'low-skilled' labor
• increased access to food
• greater disability advocacy

melinda

• more funding into special education programs/reform
• greater access to jobs for those who are disabled
• better disability social security

thomas

• more affordable healthcare

s

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• n
• n
• a
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• s
• l

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• n
• d

• proud
• stressed
• god glorifier

• lois lane

• “i’m not smart enough to talk to you”
• “you’re different from us, you’re normal”
• “i’m all alone”
• “is it embarrassing to have me as a mom”

• birthday cake from silvanna 2019
• island boys video from silvanna and sophie 2025
• willow time each year
• my sissy's 20th bday bundle (2024)
• owala from sophie and silvanna 2025
• noah centineo autograph from edna 2025
• birthday cake and movie from martin 2022
• summer fridays from timmy and naveen 2025
• flowers from jiahn 2025
• birthday card and sour patch kids from naveen 2023
• birthday cards in general

• home
• church
• martin's house
• 's house
• 's house
• abhijit's house

• gum/mints
• water bottle
• keys
• name tag
• phone
• charger
• laptop
• some cash
• lip gloss
• some perfume

• pulp fiction
• once upon a time in hollywood
• TATBILB
• superman (2025)
• catch me if you can
• the recruit

• bake me stuff
• make me something
• helping me with chores
• go to the movies with me
• go see an orchestral concert with me
• deal with logistics of hanging out

i like textures

• ao haru ride
• yuru yuri
• sabagebu
• kill la kill
• orange
• rascal does not dream of bunny girl senpai
• aot
• oshi no ko
• horimiya
• spy x family
• 1
• 2
• 3
• #$#(@(#)@(#)#($
• fairy tail
• corpse party
• kokoro connect
• masamune-kun's revenge
• bikini warriors
• please tell me, galko-chan

• ben and jerry's brownie core
• can of frosting
• spray cheese and crackers
• medium rare burger
• zero sugar sprite
• canned tuna

• spineless
• close-minded
• stupid
• leeches
• stupid

• trying to jump into the Niagara
• that weird doctor's office where they'd wire up my sister
• the middle part of the bus
• the hospital (x4)
• my aunt's house
• ice cream social
• church pews after vomiting orange

• brown boots
• white leather skirt
• black leather skirt
• more lip gloss
• winx
• victoria secret
• adventures