april, 2023

• i think i have been so brave. others may do not think so, but i want to learn to take a stand for myself, and chant it over and over, again and again. here i am doing just that: i have been brave, and i want to continue as it is.
• it is hard to believe at times with the continuation of self-sabotage, but i want to push myself and do my best.

˚౨ৎ˚ "It’s a good group isn’t it? / “It’s an amazing group... On the pitch they’re like hunters, but off the pitch, they’re still childish... Still amazing group that have such a warm heart; it is not like this everywhere."

• 2-1 victory at home against sheffield united — both two goals scored on stoppage time by richy and deki. coincidentally overlapped with my flight from jakarta to manchester, which made the game ever so memorable. first seen what would eventually be my favourite moment of the season: a heartwarming scene of the players running to the stands, in my room at lupton. the mass of white shirts under the bright sunshine at the stadium make it even better.
• edit of the team to the song ribs by lorde
• romero's goal to turn it 2-1 against cry... — after which he kissed the badge straightaway and clawed in a tangle of celebration with the others.

˚౨ৎ˚ I love you. I say your name all the time when you’re not around just to put more of you in the world.

• "what if he flings it?" / "then he flings it" — said by seokjin to the rest of bangtan during in the soop 2, when taehyung said he wanted to try cooking and they were worried whether he will flip the pajeon right. the trust in the other, the bravery the simple sentence provides.
• so far away by agust d, performed by jin & jungkook, for festa 2018 — soundcloud/bangtan
  • dream, may all of creation be with you til the end of your life / dream wherever you are, will welcome you / dream, may your trials end in full bloom / dream, though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous (trans. by bangtan-sub)