(started mid-june)

• 0619: i'm sad and depressed and i've been in my bed for the last three hours, just thinking (yes i did cry). i may seem naive and juvenile for thinking that they actually could've been, but i legitimately felt my heart sink into my stomach when i first heard the news. i don't even know anymore. i feel numb. (( PC + BB ))
• 0620: jeannette introduced me to dear my family by smtown and i'm addicted to it
• 0621: my baekyeol heart is still broken, but the teaser/sneak peek for next week's roommate episode came out with chanyeol and baekhyun in it! it was so cute oh my god chanyeol went to sit on the bed with baekhyun but ended up falling off instead and i was just like °˖ ✧◝(○ ヮ ○)◜✧˖ ° because baekyeol feels (they are meant to be).
• 0623: had dinner with my mom's old classmate and their family for the first time in seven years. it was definitely a fun experience and we'll be seeing them when we go to san fran in july :)
• 0625: today (as i was watching mtv's kpop section) the overdose mv came on and i was so excited (loud) that our neighbours came to our service apartment and complained lmao yes i am a hardcore fangirl
• 0629: 大伯's 51st birthday!! it seems like it was just a week since we last celebrated his 49th birthday with caroline and grace in beijing oh wow time passes too quickly. p.s jillianne is a chronic narcissist and adrienne's teeth hurt.
• 0630: i just realized that baekhyun's snippet in last week's roommate episode wasn't for this week's episode and i'm sad

june

• 0701:
  • happy july! i finally downloaded ed sheeran's x album and man am i in love with it
  • EXO PERFORMED IN THE HONG KONG DOME FESTIVAL TODAY AND IM NOT OKAY BECAUSE BAEKHYUN'S HAIR IS LIKE A BLACK HAIRED VERSION OF HIS MAMA ERA HAIR (AKA MY FAVORITE BAEKHYUN HAIR ERA EVER) AND IM CRYING OKAY plus we're returning to hong kong (civilization) from shanghai in five days and by then exo will be back in korea and i'll have missed (yet again) another chance to watch them perform live i hate my life
• 0703:
  • started watching doctor stranger yesterday and i love it so so much!! it's way better than the heirs (which i fell out of after 16 strenuous episodes) and i'm already on episode 10 + jae hee/seung hee is confusing me idk what to believe anymore
  • learned about exponential functions and reviewed trigonomic ratios in math class
• 0704:
  • happy fourth of july!! i feel like i'm kind of obligated to say it since i'm a us citizen, but my family didn't even acknowledge the fact that today was the fourth so i guess i'm exempt from having to display that classic american patriotism ;) lmao i listened to party in the usa today does it count
  • i had my third baekyeol dream in which chanyeol and baekhyun were cardiac thoracic surgeons working at myungsoo hospital (哎呀我真的发疯了). as you can tell, doctor stranger is very important to me.
  • learned about trigonomic functions in class today (sin, cos, tan, csc, sec, cot). make sure to memorize certain formulas (sin^2+cos^2=1 etc.)
• 0705: watched happy camp till 1 AM and bawled my eyes out (due to the hilarity and the sad parts). baekhyun and chanyeol drinking 苦瓜汁 together was the highlight of my day
• 0706: finally returned to hong kong and was reunited with twitter!!
• 0707:
  • started to self-study korean. hopefully, this will not be a failure.
  • downloaded red light and i'm so obsessed oh my god
• 0709: traveled to san francisco and i have severe jet lag
• 0713: still not over jet lag but i watched WGM for the first time (taemin and naeun's season) and i have fallen in love with key oh my god