sometimes i look back at what i was and then look at what i am now. what happened. i know what happened. im playing dumb. i hate what happened to me i hate what i am why did i have to evolve like this why did any of this have to happen why did i have to become this stupid pink thing i hate it i hate it i hate it. sometimes i think about cutting off my ribbons. i know it will hurt. i think that's the point. i think about him sometimes. i wonder if he ever did love me. sometimes i think about the day i evolved. it was beautiful. i dont know if he really did but it felt like he loved me. and then he kissed me. i didnt even realised id evolved until he laughed. if he did love me thats when he didnt anymore.