March 27, 2009: Meryll's Debut

• +pros
  • I got to spend time with my friends.
  • I was able to go even though I was super bad trip and sad.
  • It was fun, if I was in the mood.
• cons-
  • Jus ditched me last minute.
  • I think we just broke up.
  • If he didn't want to go in the first place, he could've told me earlier. But instead, he PROMISED that he would go with me, but he ditched me. Foul.

March 28, 2009: Stayed home

• +pros
  • I apologized to Jus, I don't know why.
• cons-
  • We're on a "cool off."
    • He's going to miss my graduation.
    • His phone is going to be off for a week starting today.

March 29, 2009: Shang and Robin's Grad Dinner

• +pros
  • Even though I still think about him, I didn't bother texting or calling him anymore.
  • Awesome threesome reunion made me feel better.
• cons-
  • We're still not okay.

March 30, 2009: Graduation, dinner, and Embassy

• +pros
  • I graduated today and got my high school diploma.
  • College, here we go.
  • Family.
  • Experienced embassy.
• cons-
  • My dad didn't congratulate me, and he didn't bother showing up during grad and our "family" dinner.
  • My tito, who i'm super close to, ditched my grad dinner also, and didn't congratulate me.
  • Jus didn't congratulate me either, even though we're in a cool off, at least.. sana.. he did..
    • I was expecting a surprise or something, but wala talaga.
    • Embassy was fun, if I was in the mood.

March 31, 2009: MAC III

• +pros
  • I actually ENJOYED.
  • Super fun with friends.
  • I barely thought of you today.
• cons-
  • You're distancing yourself from everyone.
  • I didn't get drunk.

April 1, 2009: Stayed home

• +pros
  • Still haven't texted you since saturday.
• cons-
  • I saw our picture, and now I miss you so much.