write 5 things - peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band - anything that sums up your day. do it each day for a year. copy and paste this at the top of your list so people know what it is all about. my start date: 01/01/2015

• mar. 1 - bagel & lox, naps & futurama, getting back into seriously studying japanese, living in my glorious bed, & that's it.
• mar. 2 - not much, another monday, boring monday.
• mar. 3 - falling asleep to adorable texts, saying no and canceling plans, stuck in the daily grind, prepping for natalia's surprise bridal shower, homemade pizza & futurama marathons
• mar. 4 - filing expense report, completing a major class assignment, gross breakfast bagel, schoolboy q's oxymoron, bonding with coworkers
• mar. 5 - anxious again, i think i should see a therapist?, ditching awkward work happy hours, skipping class and feeling good about it, i think i'm finally over it
• mar. 6 - natalia's surprise party, champagne, stopping work at 2:30pm, dinner at koi, weird dinner parties with awkward conversations
• mar. 7 - lunch with denueve, uncomfortable dinner with mother, bojack horseman on netflix, reading the art of choosing, i feel stuck.
• mar. 8 - catching up with work, bojack horseman, buying kpop albums as a gift to myself :3, japanese food & tea, daylight savings time (yay! sunlight!)
• mar. 9 - strawberry flavored japanese kit kats, green tea & honey,
• mar. 10 - i don't remember...? probably sad?
• mar. 11 - he had a girlfriend. lol.
• mar. 12 - kpop!, officially quitting arts management classes, artichoke pizza with mother, setting up a backlog order, setting up an okc account & not giving up
• mar. 13 - dinner & heart-to-heart with gaby, wfh is a god send, bagels & lox, eyebrows on fleek - finally, japan spring 2016
• mar. 14 - redecorating, dinner with kadeem, a week of dates lined up, jess joy's bday party, rainy day
• mar. 15 - 2 year planning, fail date with edward
• missed a lot, good dates, anxiety, rebecca came to visit, empowering weekend, no fuckboys2015, but somehow despite it all there's still sadness.
• mar. 23 - therapy appointment scheduled, vixx's leo, that's all.
• mar. 24 - japanese food, adorable good night kisses, vixx's b.o.d.y, i don't remember.
• mar. 25 - japanese class party, soba noodles; sake; & onigiri, 1st therapy session, mindfullness, 3rd dates scheduled
• mar. 26 - work birthday parties, ginger beer, almond milk hot chocolate, TREAT YO'SELF, naps
• mar. 27 - almond milk cappuccino & salmon croissant, nervous energy, kisses, great dates, & understanding
• mar. 28 - cuddling, amoeba culture concert, young republicans of korea, dancing around, 3 hour naps
• mar. 29 - last day of caffeine, realizations that anxiety is taking over life, organizing japanese homework, sundays at caffe bene, eggs; toast; and cheese