7:08 AM

My first time writing a blog!! I've been up all night playing games, watching Youtube, and just enjoying the quiet :3

Around 30 minutes ago, I decided to open Netflix and watch the series "Baby Reindeer" after seeing a short about it on Youtube and... IT'S MAKING ME LOSE IT. The part where the people at the bar are telling him to marry Martha is SO AWKWARD!!!!!

7:25 AM

STILL WATCHING. I WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF THO HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! Watching this makes me scared that something like this may happen to me one day (Most likely not, GOOD.) and it's also just kind of... stressing me out a bit!!

ACTUALLY getting second hand embarrassment by watching this good god </3

7:40 AM

Almost done with the first ep and.. HOLY SHIT MARTHA IS CRAZIER THAN I THOUGHT.

7:51 AM

I'M FREAKING OUT. NOT TERI FINDING OUT ABOUT MARTHA AND EAUHGHHGHHHHH

ALSO, WDYM I'M ON EP 2 OUT OF 7. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS FOR 5 MORE EPS??

8:26 AM

Had to pause for a while cause I lowk just freaked out a bit and cried LOL. Martha violating him was so disgusting. Like I felt so extremely uncomfortable!!! Talked with one of my best friends, M, tho!!!!! I don't know if the other one is awake rn.. (H). TIME TO GO BACK TO WATCHING THO!!!!

Didn't realize that was pretty much the end of the ep but im crying again

8:41 AM

I'm STRESSING every time Donny doesn't go to the police man. Martha freaks me the fuck OUT!!!!

11:42 AM

I ended up taking a break to eat a couple granola bars. My mom woke up and I complained about the show to them lol, and my pure HATE for Martha. We also talked about movies and then some twitter post I saw

My mom went back to their room and I went back to watching the show, and then decided to be done and go to bed on episode 3, with 8 minutes and 3 seconds left.

(I LOVE TERI <3)

10:00 PM

woke up around 3 hours ago, but I was mostly just scrolling on tiktok lol

I called my friends M & H, but left call due to them being FREAKS!!! </3

"H, can I do you raw.. NO DON'T LEAVE!!" M cries out before I leave the call 🩷🩷