so the reason why i did this is because i realize that a canvas open now won't really work the way i wanted it to work. so here's me, using listography because i think it functions the way a 'open now' is supposed to work.

either ways, this is for you with a few varied letters and i know there's more emotions but i feel... i can do with these few now as my brain farts. the rule of this whole thing is that you're supposed to open only when you are feeling that way, alright? you can't cheat and open all or it won't be fun, and sorta defeats the purpose :(

but anyways, this is always going to be up. and yea. whatever happens in the future, i hope that this brings you a little comfort in any ways.

on the next note, this is meant for you for our 5th monthsary. so happy 5 months to us. thank you for tolerating me, and dealing with everything that we have been through. i genuinely think you are an amazing person with your own strengths, and yea, i can be insufferable at times so kudos to you for bearing them all. 5 months have passed and things are no longer the way we started, for sure. we may have our ups and downs, but i think we made it through each time. no matter what happens in the future, i genuinely wish you the best and hope that you will continue to grow and become an amazing person, ber. meeting you has definitely changed some aspects in my life, and i hope i did the same to you. you do make me want to become a better person, and I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass at times. no matter what, promise me you will always put yourself first and chase your dreams, alright? you have been talking about your future studies, and I'll support you no matter what. i hope to see you achieving all your goals and being that amazing person you are. thank you for staying all these months, and thank you for existing. happy 5 months! i love you.