• bugs and moths (especially those long thin ones that crawl all over)
  • really truly disappointing mr telles and ms meacham and ms applequist
  • not being good enough for my friends, for evergreen, for college
  • lack of college funding.
  • drowning. helplessness. blue holes. water taking me. (ironically enough, my ocean is my soul.)
  • men.
  • admitting defeat
  • chimpanzees? they are just so so violent
  • becoming complicit in my life - not self-aware, not...like this. Bored. Not introspective.
  • There are more, but that's sad and I want to be happy!
feb 1 2014 ∞
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