- bugs and moths (especially those long thin ones that crawl all over)
- really truly disappointing mr telles and ms meacham and ms applequist
- not being good enough for my friends, for evergreen, for college
- lack of college funding.
- drowning. helplessness. blue holes. water taking me. (ironically enough, my ocean is my soul.)
- men.
- admitting defeat
- chimpanzees? they are just so so violent
- becoming complicit in my life - not self-aware, not...like this. Bored. Not introspective.
- There are more, but that's sad and I want to be happy!
feb 1 2014 ∞
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