• this is my 5th day of estrogen
• the horniness has settled
• my brain has not
• those old DARE commercials
• where drugs turn your head to scrambled egg
• are about me and e

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• i am an emotional whirlwind
• a thunderstorm
• in a human shell
• deep inside me something cracks, grows
• comes screaming out through my chest
• i wish i could feel my tits

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• i’ve been too busy and tired to write
• but i need to get back into the habit
• theres a cute [datemate? who knows] in my life again
• i want and need to be touched and caressed
• and to feel everything that i hadn’t for years
• i deserve to get everything that i haven’t.

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• that i haven’t gotten yet.