- a tired revolutionary
- slumps in a hidden alley
- and checks the wounds
- the pain
- that won’t stop leaking blood.
//
- opens their jacket
- and looks inside their chest
- to check
- the scars in their heart
- that have just barely scabbed over
- and been ripped open once again.
//
- it is so easy to be tired
- and so hard to be strong
- to get up from that hunched slump
- and stitch up the bleeding and wrap yourself in bandages
- and stand up again
- takes a world’s worth of effort
- and every repetition without any real healing
- only makes it harder.
//
- the only thought that keeps them from lying down
- and staying there
- is that staying down is losing
- and spite
- and hate
- and righteous indignation
- is stronger than the desire
- to give up.
- to sleep for a hundred years
- or to just
- stop fighting
- and merge into the asphalt
- forgotten.
- another lost soul
- in a steel and glass graveyard.
//
- but there are people
- comrades
- waiting for them
- and so they patch themselves up
- and start walking
- the very city
- designed to reopen wounds
- and keep them from succeeding.
//
- but there is something older
- in the dirt beneath the street
- and when that tired freedom fighter
- trips
- they are caught not by the cold concrete
- but by a bed of soft grass
- the loving embrace
- of a mother they never had
- of a planet they fight so hard to save
- of a friend
- telling you its ok to be weak
- and to need help
//
- and the natural energies of the world
- that protective love the earth affords all her children
- seeps up into her heart
- and vines reinforce limbs
- and moss cakes over open wounds
- and a bamboo sprout shoots up
- and lifts that injured hero
- to their feet
- and their soul is fed by the sunlight
- that bounces off skyscrapers
//
- and they stagger
- away from the perfect, uncaring, soulless
- business district
- and back into that foreign familiarity
- that is colorful and vibrant
- and has trees growing through massive cracks in the concrete
- and hundreds of joyous people
- instead of empty streets
//
- a much younger, but in a way ancient, city
- in harmony
- with that natural mother that protects us
- and that we must protect.
//
//
- and that injured soldier
- that revolutionary without rest
- feels strong enough to collapse
- in the first person’s arms
- and weep
- because they made it.
mar 6 2019 ∞
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