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first collection: [chronicle] of a burning soul

second collection: [oracle] of an unknown future

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listography GIVE A GIFT OF MEMORIES
FAVORITE LISTOGRAPHY MENTIONS
IMPORTANT NOTICES
MESSAGES
PRIVACY
  • a tired revolutionary
  • slumps in a hidden alley
  • and checks the wounds
  • the pain
  • that won’t stop leaking blood.

//

  • opens their jacket
  • and looks inside their chest
  • to check
  • the scars in their heart
  • that have just barely scabbed over
  • and been ripped open once again.

//

  • it is so easy to be tired
  • and so hard to be strong
  • to get up from that hunched slump
  • and stitch up the bleeding and wrap yourself in bandages
  • and stand up again
  • takes a world’s worth of effort
  • and every repetition without any real healing
  • only makes it harder.

//

  • the only thought that keeps them from lying down
  • and staying there
  • is that staying down is losing
  • and spite
  • and hate
  • and righteous indignation
  • is stronger than the desire
  • to give up.
  • to sleep for a hundred years
  • or to just
  • stop fighting
  • and merge into the asphalt
  • forgotten.
  • another lost soul
  • in a steel and glass graveyard.

//

  • but there are people
  • comrades
  • waiting for them
  • and so they patch themselves up
  • and start walking
  • the very city
  • designed to reopen wounds
  • and keep them from succeeding.

//

  • but there is something older
  • in the dirt beneath the street
  • and when that tired freedom fighter
  • trips
  • they are caught not by the cold concrete
  • but by a bed of soft grass
  • the loving embrace
  • of a mother they never had
  • of a planet they fight so hard to save
  • of a friend
  • telling you its ok to be weak
  • and to need help

//

  • and the natural energies of the world
  • that protective love the earth affords all her children
  • seeps up into her heart
  • and vines reinforce limbs
  • and moss cakes over open wounds
  • and a bamboo sprout shoots up
  • and lifts that injured hero
  • to their feet
  • and their soul is fed by the sunlight
  • that bounces off skyscrapers

//

  • and they stagger
  • away from the perfect, uncaring, soulless
  • business district
  • and back into that foreign familiarity
  • that is colorful and vibrant
  • and has trees growing through massive cracks in the concrete
  • and hundreds of joyous people
  • instead of empty streets

//

  • a much younger, but in a way ancient, city
  • in harmony
  • with that natural mother that protects us
  • and that we must protect.

//

  • a paradise.

//

  • and that injured soldier
  • that revolutionary without rest
  • feels strong enough to collapse
  • in the first person’s arms
  • and weep
  • because they made it.
mar 6 2019 ∞
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