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if i were to tell you "my story"... you will see the world oh so differently.
i hate being told what to do. i get my way.
i have a loud voice, and even louder opinions. so if i don't like you i most likely will tell you that to your face.
i am lazy. i need an asskick deluxe. i have no motivation and i obviously need my pills.
i can't stand fake people. wannabes & gossip addicts. people that are dishonest & immature. hypocrites. mindless, superficial, "cool" people with their life philosophy as: "clubbing is my religion, baby". those that fail to think for themselves and just blindly follow the rest. i tend to ignore those that fit in any of the above categories.
true, i've had my share of eating disorders (still do) but just as much as i care about the way i look, i can't fucking stand all the bitches that keep on going about weight and dieting like 24/7! feel good about yourself. it's all about confidence. eat well. make sure you're healthy before all. and shut the fuck up, you don't need to publicize your new pathways to an inflated ass!
i don't give a fuck what people think of me. i let them think what they want. if they just care enough to bother with what i do then, i’m already better than them anyway.
i keep waiting for happiness to begin, i’m deluding myself again.
i can't think of what it would be like not having those certain people in my life. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i veered into another direction. it's the people in your life that really shape who you are.
i dream, dance manically when out in clubs/bars/in my room, draw and write my dreams down on scraggy scraps of paper and collect them altogether, desperately trying to collaborate some form of order.
if i could run away believe me i would have done by now, i just have not had the energy required to run.
i've literally died twice before. yes, i am quite the miracle indeed.