idea stolen from gosling who was apparently inspired by lepetitviolet

• 15 mar: even ruin is not motivation enough.
• 16 mar: stayed at home; what'd you expect?
• 17 mar: i am still missing french competition
• 18 mar: reminders of childhood/ouch my heart
• 19 mar: orlando: a plan, but unhealthy, right?
• 20 mar: it's 70° out and i'm shaking
• 21 mar: ha ha ha ha ha ha
• 22 mar: i literally can't even get myself
• 23 mar: to spit out six words a
• 24 mar: day. this is even something that
• 25 mar: i'm supposed to enjoy doing. i
• 26 mar: am lazy and nowhere near motivated
• 27 mar: and i have very few goals
• 28 mar: and i do not even put
• 29 mar: forth effort in areas i like.