- overexert what i find pretty
- become static
- become silent
- remain floating
- try to feel things intently to the point where i cannot feel anything at all
- convince myself that i am unloved
- allow myself to think that i am alone
- let my idealistic nature consume me
- be jealous
- tunnel into every detail so deeply
aug 4 2009 ∞
aug 4 2009 +
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