• Porcupine Tree: How Is Your Life Today
• The Beatles: Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds
• Tom Waits: Strange Weather
• Nouvelle Vague: The Killing Moon
• Fever Ray: I'm not done

• theory of relativity
• how birth control pills work
• LSD
• all of the movies I have seen in the past year or so
• Hans Bellmer
• fireflies
• hooping
• constellations
• French
• Russian
• James Dean
• Natalie Wood
• Marie Antoinette
• Nero
• tattoos
• chess
• alcohol
• cigarettes
• hummingbirds
• cancer

• Charles-Loius Philippe: Marie Donadieu
• Szabó Dezső: Az elsodort falu
• Remarque: Arch of Triumph
• Jane Fitch: White Oleander
• Milan Kundera: The Unbearable Lightness of Being
• Tolstoj: War and Peace
• Polcz Alaine: Asszony a fronton
• Alice Sebold: The Almost Moon
• Jenny Downham: Before I Die
• Steven Pinker: The Stuff of Thought
• Ram Dass: The Only Dance There Is
• The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
• Dostojevskij: The Brothers Karamazov
• Tolstoj: Anna Karenina
• Gerald Durrell books
• Dostojevskij: The Idiot
• Hemingway: For Whom the Bell Tolls
• Szabó Magda: Ókút
• Knut Hamsun: Hunger
• Marya Hornbacher: Wasted

• Hungary
• USA
• Canada
• Germany
• Slovakia
• Greece
• Austria
• Croatia
• Czech Republic

(That is, songs my boyfriend would dedicate to me if our musical tastes were the same.)

• Nine Inch Nails: The Fragile
• The Cure: Lovesong
• The Beatles: Octopus's Garden
• Blue Oyster Cult: Don't Fear The Reaper
• Depeche Mode: Precious
• Dido: White Flag
• The Doors: Hello, I Love You
• Laura Marling: Night Terror
• LGT: Szabadíts meg
• Madonna: Beautiful Stranger
• The National: Val Jester
• Nine Inch Nails: We're In This Together
• Patrick Watson: The Great Escape
• Pink Floyd: Bike
• Placebo: Without You I'm Nothing
• Porcupine Tree: Last Chance To Evacuate Planet Earth Before It Is Recycled
• R.E.M.: Star Me Kitten

• broke a finger because i jumped into the pool too close to the edge
• right hand got bitten by a dog
• cut right hand by smashing a shot glass to the wall, drunk
• foot pierced by pitchfork while running after my dog
• tooth chipped, running down concrete stairs, drunk

• dogs
  • Ribizli
  • Tökmag
  • Manó
  • Tacsi
  • Kutya
  • Tábornok
  • Egérke
• cats
  • the grey cat we never named
  • Müzli
• parrot (piroska)
• rabbit (Houdini)
• snail (Leonidas)
• mice (intruders though, not pets)

• writing
• piano
• gymnastics
• good grades
• ortography

• walking in high heels
• water
• laughter
• the wind in the trees
• birdsong
• lighting a cigarette
• silence
• turning a book's pages
• pencil on paper
• windchimes
• crickets
• rain
• cat purring

• in a club, on the dancefloor
• on a balcony in math camp
• in a friend's yard
• on the street by the bus stop
• in front of a tesco
• in an apartment on a bed
• on a dark and empty street

• livejournal
• postsecret
• we heart it
• polyvore
• overheard in new york
• sex in art
• i can has cheezburger
• xkcd
• fashiontoast
• 25 things about my sexuality
• squid intestines
• visual crack for the ocular fiend
• modfetish
• modsmut
• iCiNG
• pretty foods
• wikipedia
• gives me hope
• stumbleupon

• henry: portrait of a serial killer
• the libertine
• the brave
• casablanca
• plan 9 from outer space
• battle royale
• elephant
• one flew over the cuckoo's nest
• bowling for columbine
• heart of america
• last tango in paris
• hairspray (john waters)
• pink flamingo
• staying alive
• the godfather
• vivre sa vie
• north by northwest
• psycho
• on the waterfront
• gone with the wind
• roman holiday

• Gilmore Girls
• South Park
• Family Guy
• Friends
• House MD
• Desperate Housewives
• Being Human
• Weeds
• Sex and the City
• Buffy the Vampire Slayer

• serial killers
• eating disorders, diet trends and history
• titanic
• hollywood legends and mysteries
• pop culture
• sex
  • spiritual sexuality
  • prostitutes
  • sexual literature
  • sex addiction
• fashion history
• drugs
• fairy tales
• religion

• ankle boots
• strappy high heels
• eyeliner
• mascara
• very blond and curly hair
• short shorts
• a kitten
• prescription to vogue and nylon
• canvases
• paints and brushes
• lots of notebooks
• a new mp3 player
• new headphones
• little black bag
• and a little black dress to match
• perfume
• a new camera that works for a change
• heart tattoo
• swallow tattoo
• water tattoo
• time flower tattoo

• writer
• painter
• photographer
• theater actress
• fashion journalist
• presenter for the travel channel
• eating disorder therapist
• mermaid in an aquapark
• theoretical mathematician
• gardener

• "Sometimes I get upset when I consider the fact that the self is an illusion produced by the combination of neurology and environment, and that we are all empty, unique little shells. It's like auto-erotic asphyxiation, in a way." (Y.J. Greenapple)
• "Love me, because love doesn't exist, and I have tried everything that does." (Everything Is Illuminated)
• "Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince o...

• buy a house
• buy a house for my mom
• and my grandmother
• buy land, also, have a garden
• buy a horse
• spend a whole summer traveling the world
• buy all the books and movies I want to read/see
• get my hair done at a reallyreally professional place
• buy a car
• go to lots of concerts
• host a great big party for all of my friends
• buy a good camera
• create my own workspace, buy lots of canvases and papers and charcoals and paints
• buy lots of shoes
• as well as selfless things
  • find a good cause and donate money

• sunglasses
• belt
• pillows
• kundera: the unbearable lightness of being
• remarque: arch of triumph
• jane fitch: white oleander
• magazine subscription(s)
  • vogue
  • nylon
  • national geographic
• calendar
• lingerie
• books about psychology (eating disorders, addiction, sex)

• loving
• being loved
• thoughtfulness
• surprises
• understanding
• having memories together
• laughing
• hugs
• dreaming
• drawing
• cooking
• a clean and tidy room
• an elaborate outfit
• catching glimpses of strangers' lives
• efficiency
• thought-provoking films
• music that begs you to dance or sing or paint
• rhythmic words
• not being doubtful about the future

• spaghetti
• salad
  • greek
  • tossed
• grilled cheese sandwich
  • plain
  • wih camembert cheese
  • with mushrooms
  • with onions
  • with soy meat
• anything with tomato, cheese or cabbage involved
  • tomato soup
  • noodles with cabbage
  • cabbage in tomato sauce
  • lasagne
  • eggplant casserole (with mozarella and tomato slices)

• non-alcoholic
  • chili hot chocolate
  • pink lemonade
  • water
  • black coffee
  • tomato juice
  • earl grey tea (no sugar, just some lemon juice occasionally)
• alcoholic
  • red wine
  • rum
  • tequila (silver)
  • rum and coke
  • vodka and orange juice
  • bloody mary
  • vodka and coffee

• R.E.M.
• explosions in the sky
• heaven street seven
• neo
• tankcsapda
• kispál és a borz
• the offspring
• franz ferdinand
• limp bizkit
• péterfy bori & love band
• quimby
• marilyn manson

• Barcelona, Spain
• Paris, France
• London, UK
• Moscow, Russia
• St.Petersburg, Russia
• New Zealand
• Rome, Italy
• NYC, USA
• San Francisco, USA
• somewhere I can see the Northern Lights
• Tokyo, Japan

• bread
• milk
• vegetables for a salad
• fruit
• cigarettes

• la science des reves
• the million dollar hotel
• white oleander
• lolita (1997)
• natural born killers
• arizona dream
• le fabuleux destin d'amelie poulain
• jeux d'enfants
• ed wood
• the family man

• poker
• chess
• plurk
• blind contour drawing
• gesture drawing

• Kate Rusby: Awkward Annie
• Tori Amos: Happy Phantom
• R.E.M.: The Great Beyond
• Damien Rice: Coconut Skins
• Jamie Cullum: Catch The Sun
• The Beatles: With A Little Help From My Friends
• Jefferson Airplane: Volunteers
• Porcupine Tree: Nine Cats
• Blind Melon: Mouth Full Of Cavities
• The Cure: Lullaby
• The Byrds: Turn, Turn, Turn
• The Doors: Hello, I Love You
• Franz Ferdinand: The Fallen
• Garbage: Cherry Lips
• Grease: You're The One That I Want
• Guns 'n' Roses: Paradise City
• The National: Lit Up
• Sublime: What I Got (Reprise)
• Scott McKenzie: San Francisco

• quit smoking
• stop drinking coffee
• stop drinking alcohol
• regulize my sleeping habits
• exercize
• pay attention to what i eat

so basically the only healthy things i do are drink tons of water and have sex

• sleeping
  • too late
  • in the afternoon
• eating
  • too much
  • with no variety
• sitting in front of the computer
• drinking with friends
• visiting classes
• wondering when i will start studying for exams
• wondering when i will start drawing again
• having moodswings

• exquisite
• sheer
• anguish
• perish
• acquire
• accomodate
• vile
• immaculate
• morgue
• promptly
• proceed
• intricate
• peculiar
• acquaintance
• insane
• excruciatingly
• hollow
• misinterpretable
• elocution
• lush
• languish

• watching at least 2 movies a week with my boyfriend
• having cats
• drawing portraits once or twice a week
• summer music festivals
• getting stupidly drunk very quickly
• living at home
• the bartender at our favorite place at home :(
• eating grilled cheese sandwiches daily
• having a 2l bottle of water by my side at all times
• having things to write about
• being constantly in touch with myself
• the notebook i used to doodle in in high school
• watching TV
  • Gilmore Girls
  • Friends
  • Crossing Jordan