my memory isn’t great, but my feelings about things are. this page is where i keep the things i love, so they don’t disappear on me.

update on april 16, 2026: honestly didn’t remember i had this page at all until i remembered it on a random tuesday but forgot my password and only managed to get here today.

films

• flipped (2010) dir. rob reiner
• dead poets society (1989) dir. peter weir
• wonderland (2024) dir. kim tae-yong
• 18x2 beyond youthful days (2024) dir. michihuto fujii, prod. chang chen

series/drama

• our beloved summer (2021) dir. kim yoon-jin. adapted from the web-based cartoon series by han kyoung-chal, lee na-eun
• the office: us version (2005) dir. greg daniels, ricky gervais, stephen merchant
• summer strike (2022) dir. lee yoon-jung. adapted from the web-based cartoon series by joo young-hyun
• what comes after love (2024) dir. moon hyun-sung, based on the novel things that come after love by gong ji-yeong and hitonari tsuji
• the first frost (2025) dir. chu yu ning, based on the web novel the first frost by zhu yi

0606. 0813. :) ☀️

• changmin’s stories about his family his sisters gave up their dreams so their little brother can achieve his dream. his family recorded a reaction video of them watching the boyz road to kingdom performance and sent it to him, sangyeon said their eyes were full of love
• mark’s bits of childhood mark said his mom was the one who taught him how to play classical music, and it was his dad who taught him how to play the drums and guitar
• haechan, his beloved mom, and americano ... he felt sorry for bringing a coffee from a different café to another, so he one-shotted the americano in front of the café
• jaemin on giving love to others his mother taught him that he must know how to return everything he gains to the society in need. jaemin said ever since he was a child, his mother has always said, “if you get it, you have to know how to give it.”

• mark lee mensnonno interview … i think that there is a sense of youth that i can feel at any given time
• sunghoon weverse interview do you feel different now that you’re an adult?
• wonwoo weverse interview … his world expands bit by bit like the rings of a tree
• changmin ‘the growing peter pan’ art... as determined and confident as he always been, showing that peter pan is also growing
• minghao weverse interview ...some people don’t even know they have a forest

some of my favorites

• the sherlock holmes series by sir arthur conan doyle
• totto chan: the little girl at the window by tetsuko kuroyanagi
• jakarta sebelum pagi by ziggy zezsyazeoviennazabrizkie
• the lonely castle in the mirror by mizuki tsujimura

(i want to add some non-fiction titles but the themes of the books do not really match the theme i have here...)

medium

• love, from ghibli's perspective by nadabadran
• can i be more like kita shinsuke if i’... by hadzeline
• what goes through my head as i wash the ... by my one and only, syafa

tumblr

• no longer human by toffee (na jaemin)

dUDEEEE jaeminhours has deactivated their account!!! goodbye desiderium, so many good things are taken away from me with the deactivation of jaeminhours 💔