• Driving through the hills of Nebraska Rd. Going so fast on the hills that I started to fall out of the car
  • Walking into my friends house and having a loaded shotgun pointed at my face. Both times.
  • Going out with a friend and having multiple guns drawn on me when they didnt recognize me
  • When i thought she killed herself
  • My first kiss
  • Being chased by vattos in a car in gilbert. Had to escape into the neighborhood
  • Fucking around at the overpass and having a car of gangbangers shoot at us because they thought we were disrespecting them
  • Having a knife held to my throat by my ex
  • Watching the first Paranormal Activity stoned out of my gourd in a dark room with no one around
  • Having a loaded revolver shoved in my face and my money stolen
  • Walking to school the day after my best friends thought I raped my friends sister
  • Being served some bad yayo and having my heart stop
  • Having a panic attack so bad I had a mild heart attack
  • Walking into my house and seeing my girlfriend took everything and left while I was at work
  • My first day of school
  • The first time I threatened someone with my knives
  • Having a bunch of vattos stop my truck in the middle of the road and started banging on the hood demanding I get out. Thankfully my friend was strapped and I floored it, knocking 2 of them over. Got shot at.
  • Hearing the words 'We need to talk'
  • Finding out that my grandma tripped on a rug, hit her head on the wall and had subdermal hematoma causing her to go in and out of a coma, thinking she was 16 and being beaten by her father again [She waited under the porch with a baseball bat for him]
  • Watching Allan smile and then jump off the bridge at school
  • Walking to gym class and having ****** come up to me and billy and start threatening us with a knife
  • Everytime they O.D.
  • Everytime someone close to me has died
  • Golly. I get scared a lot. I should stop writing
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