random facts about me that i notice as i grow up or go through stressful situations

↣ i am really really sensitive.

• i think very deeply about things and keep the thoughts to me. writing a diary really helped me to be honest with myself and understand my feelings.

↣ I HATE GOSSIP.

• I HAAATE IT. gossip is for ppl that don't have anything better to do!!! i hate it rlly bad. i have a belief that nobody really likes/cares about it but pretend to, to fit in or have subjects to talk w/ other (fair enough tho)

↣ i may be a perfectionist

• but I honestly don't think so. i rlly think i do the basic. but this is from what people have told me so... maybe

↣ i use to be rlly deorganized and rushed

• (in contradiction to what i just said ). but WHEN i organize smth, i do it reeeally well. exagerating even.

↣ I. LOVE. MINIMAL.

• this is something that is with me for a while. i feel so light throwing useless things off, seriously!!! old stuff, files, clothes, etc etc

↣ i am really sociable

• but have very few close friends. real ones. i'm glad i have them

↣ i wish i were religious

• but i don't have patience for so. still i love paganism. i appreciate beliefs very much, i think they give humanity a true meaning. still don't care uch about it tho.