• What emotions do you try to avoid? What makes you want to avoid them and why?

i avoid feeling jealousy because i think it's irrational and destructive. noboyde really likes to talk about jealousy, but it's like any other bad feeling.

• How do you lie to yourself in day-to-day life? What would happen if you stopped lying to yourself?

it can be a illusion but i really think i am honest to myself, or at leat i know i'm trying my best.

• What do you think is your worst personality trait? Why is it the worst, and what positive aspects does it have?

maybe being too talkative. but this is a thing i'm overcoming. i can be too emotional, and this can lead people to not treat me seriously, don't know if i'm doing drama (idk if pl think this, this is from my mind), the good thing is that i am genuine in my feelings; the bad thing is that i can misundertand things and take actions too quickly because of my feelings. i hate that i OFTEN feel misundertooded, maybe this can make people loose patience. i don't see nothing positive in this, this only makes me feel anxious and isolate myselft or getting angry without an actual reason.

• What do you need to forgive yourself for?

for being talkative. i hate this in me, i struggled a lot to hear more. i'm achievieng it but i still feel like too much sometimes.

• How do you handle criticism from others? Do you become defensive, and if so, why?

i try to understand where it came from and try to change. not in a rational way though, this process is really chaotic. if i am criticized with something i KNOW i am NOT i go crazy. if is a valid critique for me tho, i see if i think it's worth it, i change, and i try to mask the mistake from other people.

INNER CHILD

• Do you avoid taking chances/connecting with others out of fear? If so, why?

yes, espacially in romantic matters. i hate being vulnerable or depended on, i hate being idealized, i hate it. i avoid it. i honeslty dont want to be responsible to anyone. i often feel like unlovable and kind of lonely because of this.

• What character traits in others does you inner child recognize as a threat to your safety? Where did that thought process come from?

to my safety? when i realize a friend of mine only likes me when i'm happy, i'm never the same with them. this comes from my past and the fact that all of my friends were like this. and of course if someone breaks my confidence. and if i realize the person is a liar

• How do you ignore your inner child's needs when they try to communicate with you?

idk wtf defines an inner child. maybe i ignore my egoistic thoughts

SELF-LOVE

• In what ways'do you show up for others but not for yourself? Why is that?

dressed up. and aloof. i never, NEVER show my deep sensitive side to anyone, i tend to act all clowny. idk why tho. maybe related to my friends liking me happy? and i don't dress up to myself because of materials, but i'm trying to change this.

• How important are you to yourself? How high on your list of priorities are you?

medium. i'm trying to listen to myself more but i would hate to be those egocentric people. ew.

• In what ways do you punish yourself, consciously or otherwise?

remembering myself of my mistkes and showing myself how fucked up and useless i am. i punish myself thinking about my future, how what i do now can affect it. i think this is it.