• erica / 시현
• born in seoul, sk
• toronto, canada
• 990705
• emotional cancer
• literature heaux
• trash chic ♫꒰･‿･๑꒱

i like cotton candy pink, all types of tea, and lee sung kyung.

delicate looking heavy eyeliner aesthetic. ﾐ(o*･ω･)ﾉ

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• i like to write and it's getting easier for me to like what i write
• getting better at accepting criticism lmao
• always trying to replay ace attorney
• wanna stay in toronto, the city's only getting better
• miss seoul so much but would never live t...

This city is beauty, unbreakable and amorous as eyelids, in the streets, pressed with fierce departures, submerged landings.

Let me declare doorways, corners, pursuit. Let me say standing here in eyelashes, in invisible breasts, in the shrinking lake in the tiny shops of untrue recollections. This brittle, gnawed life we lead. I am held, and held.

The touch of everything blushes me. Pigeons and wrecked boys, half-dead hours, blind musicians, inconclusive women (in bruised dresses), even the habitual grey-suited men with terrible briefcases. How come, how come I anticipate nothing as intimate as history.

Would I have had a different life: failing this embrace with broken things, iridescent veins, ecstatic bullets, small cracks in the brain? Would I know these particular facts: how a phrase scars a cheek, h...