I wish ...

• My Best Friend was still alive
• My Best Friend wasn't in prison
• My other friends still cared
• I loved myself more
• I got the credit I deserve
• I gave myself more credit
• I had someone I could trust
• I didn't live on everyone's "Back burner"
• I could leave him..
• I could leave this place
• I didn't care for people who don't care for me
• People were more supportive
• I could be more independent
• I could be happy.
• I didn't feel like such a bad mother
• I didn't feel so overwhelmed
• I was more motivated
• Things didn't continually fall to pieces