I don't think you know how much you mean to me because truly you mean a lot. You are my sweetie and I don't know what I could ever do to deserve you. We're not even dating yet, and I've already put you through a lot. I have my insecurities and fears so much that it's overbearing. But you're patient and you stayed. I honestly believe I'm such a terrible person to have you gone through everything. My impatientness, my abnormal mood swings, my insecurities, my clinginess, and constant need of reassurance and attention. I truly believe I don't deserve you, but here you are, still by my side. So thank you. Thank my sweetie, my precious, for being by my side. Thank you for constantly accompany me through the endless nights of wondering, of rabbiting, of talking. I'm sure you're sick of me by now by how much I am in your life. I know I am a bit overwhelming with how much I just want to know about everything in your life. How you're doing, how you slept, how you eat, what you eat, what you are doing. I like knowing. And I guess that's a flaw of mine when I like someone, I just want to know everything that's going on in his life. At this point, I'm just rambling aren't I? I no longer know what I'm even talking about. Omg. So to narrow it all down. Thank you, my sweetie, my precious, for liking me back. For staying by my side despite my endless flaws. I am truly grateful for the time we have spent together although it has not been that long yet. And I hope we'll have plenty of time for more days ahead of us.

a little note from me to you, even though you probably don't know how to read it. hehe.

• 我的宝贝，我还没告诉你你怎多让我高兴，怎么多你让我微笑因为你跟我说话，怎么多让我安心因为你快乐,因为你安好。我还没话告诉你。 虽然我真的要把这些告诉你，但我会等正确的时间告诉你。现在你只需要知道有你在我的旁边我很高兴。

you're not here anymore. but i had to still thank you. Because it you was who truly open me and change my life so much. you are no longer here by my side but that doesn't change how much you have affected my life. You'll always will be apart of it, whether you think so or not.