Resolutions

• be kind. the world is full of cruelty; don't add to it. be kind. always.
• read books regularly. no, not the visual novels. read the ones with blocks of texts. the words miss you as much as you miss them. read at least one book every three months. if you can do more, that would be great.
• include reading chemistry books. from front cover to back cover. this might be useful someday.
• draw at least once a week. you want to improve, don't you?
• get back to writing. finish your wips. at least once every three months. how about finishing four fics this year?
• study languages. master N4 kanji, please.
• write one thing that made you happy during the day. tweet in your private twitter. do not fail this.
• lessen self-deprecation. this has never been off your lists for the past years, eh? it's difficult, but please do not give up.
• be more forgiving as much as you are trying to be kind. try to understand other people before lashing out at them. or better yet, don't ever lash out at them.
• as much as you are trying to forgive others, kindly forgive yourself for the things that you cannot do. there are a lot of things that will always be beyond your control. this is a fact.
• don't be ashamed of the things that you love. even if you'll get criticized for it, be proud. not everyone gets to love the way you do.
• dreaming is good, but building them into reality is better.

Aspirations

• save enough for the 2018 japan trip. you deserve this. but please, save as much as you're working hard.
• get your own passport, dammit.
• hope that you could have enough savings for your mental health plans.
• a small tattoo by the rib would be great.
• may you be able to fly often to your heart's content.
• may your camera be good enough to capture the beauty that you see in the skies.
• may you have enough courage to pursue the things that your heart desires. remember: everything that you want is in the other side of fear.