vol. I

• the crying
  • I dream that I cry. I cry uncontrollably. I'm walking through a supermarket with my mother. She touches my shoulder. I cry because I'm going to die. More than that: I'll kill myself. But I'm not the only one. There's more four people: an old woman, a young girl, two men. We'll abord a train to death. The train is going to fall at some point. I wonder if the fall will kill me quickly. A man appears and gives us 1 hour to change our decision. The hour passes and I walk while I'm crying miserably. I see my father and he cheerfully waves his hand. What a coincidence! My last day alive and I see him I think. I cry and I cry. At the end nothing happens. Two persons changed their decision. I see the old woman. "Live!" I say to her. And I keep crying inconsolably.
• the station
  • I always dream of a station. Not an station that a I know in the real life, but it's weird that the same station repeats itself in my dreams. Some stops lead me to certain places with certain dangers. Those places are always the same. I want to go home but I have to wait. I don't want to wait at the station. That's the dream.
• a lonely run
  • I dream that I live alone in a big house. A big house with a big garden. I see trees, rocks and dust. I go for a run. I run and I run. I decide to go to "the town". Almost all stores are closed. There is a nice neighborhood with nice trees. I feel light. I run behind a group of girs. I try to reach them. I see a man. He scares me. I'm scared that he'll run after me. I'm scared that he'll scream something at me. I change my direction. I keep running with fear. I think that I live too far away of everything.
• the end of the world
  • First, I dream that I'm using my rollers and go from a supermarket to a field where there's some guy teaching something to a bunch of kids. I don't know who he is, but I know that I love him. He quietly takes my hand and I quickly go back to where I came from. He follows me. Then, I dream of an apartment. My whole family is there. Everything looks good. Suddenly, the sky turns black. A bunch of lightnings start hittin' the earth and there's some weird gas coming from the ground. I hug my niece and go to look for nephew. The three of us hug and the dream ends.