Desde el 2021 que no hago un rewind, pero ya que volví a usar listography ✧ amerita ✧ que lo haga. Es distinto al rewind del 2021, pero ya pensaré un mejor formato para el 2025 (o volveré al del 2021 que era medianamente ordenado)

• F a v o r i t o s

Mi fandom principal: Estuve muy metida con Spy x Family. Sacando a los simps de Yor, la comunidad es muy bonita y me encantó comentar con los demás los capítulos. También hago mención especial al de Six people on crosses porque el odio/hastío compartido de todos con algo que no se puede dejar de ver es maravilloso.

La película que más me haya gustado: #nottobethatperson pero The substance fue espectacular!

El mejor libro que haya leído: La verdad es que tuve varios que me gustaron: Matar a un ruiseñor, 100 años de soledad, Noche eterna, El poder del perro...

• generation , triples
• lettuce , f5ve
• mood ring , yoonha verse
• strawberry kisses , bébe yana
• signs , iiso
• icarus , serin oh
• arcade love , lynxcats
• divine , pony
• night aviation , gwsn
• heavy cloud but no rain , gwsn
• is this love , xg

card captor sakura . naruto . one piece . evangelion . xxxholic. spy x family . pokemon. hunter x hunter. sailor moon. harry potter . twilight . lord of the rings . haruki murakami . junji ito . twice . fall out boy . babymetal. aespa. rosé . the boys . cobra kai . robbert eggers films. tom/zendaya. the simpsons . the powerpuff girls . futurama.

• feeling pretty sad, I don't have any strenght to finish my dissertation ⊙︿⊙
• frustrated with work, my pay is so low!! ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ
• I want to write my own trashy novel (why? there's no why)
• constantly in the mood of saying to myself damn bitch, u wanna live like this?? *does nothing to change it*
• Slowly reading The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. I noticed that I am very slow reading physical books! (◑_◑)
• Greatly enjoying the manhwa The Kim sisters
• I've been going out for walks lately (/•ิ_•ิ)/
• I'm so unstable. I don't know why I have such an unstable personality.

• Fishhead, Irving S. Cobb
• Camera obscura, Basil Copper
• A death in the family, Miriam Allen De Ford
• Men without bones, Gerald Kersh
• Not without a bang, Damon Knight
• Party games, John Burke
• X marks the pedwalk, Fritz Leiber

╭⋆ time flows in strange ways on sundays ⋆╯

• I usually stay in bed till 12 pm
• I don't eat on sundays, or if I do I have a small meal. And sometimes, just sometimes, it may be my "big junk food day"
• I change sheets and towels
• Do the laundry if I didn't do it on saturday
• Look through the weather forecast
• Prepare my clothes for monday (gym + work attire)
• Clean my desk for work
• Decide what workout I will do the following day
• Watch a movie/show (sometimes read some manga)

in

• ⬚ · get a new job
• ⬚ · read at least 20 books
• ⬚ · finish my dissertation
• ⬚ · write something =)
• ⬚ · cook more
• ⬚ · follow a routine (weekly)
• ⬚ · learn how to make candles (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)
• ⬚ · do at least 5 courses (◑_◑)

out

• ⬚ · doomscrolling
• ⬚ · bed rotting
• ⬚ · shopping as a way to cope with stress ಥ_ಥ
• ⬚ · being SO DRAMATIC

❥

• phobos
• deimos
• europa
• ganymede
• callisto
• pasiphae
• carpo
• cyllene
• ersa
• fenrir
• angrboda
• cressida

• Game of thrones
• Riverdale
• Stranger things
• Breaking bad
• La casa de papel
• 13 reasons why
• Elite
• Greys anatomy
• This is us
• Euphoria

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ a heart is a heavy burden

✧ ⠀⠀barbara, psychologist working in an IT company. I live in the city but I would love to be near the sea right now. I don't like coffee, humidity or waking up after 8 am. I like books, chocolate and watching the last rays of the sun in the afternoon.

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• detox, one ok rock
• alter ego, lisa
• ruby, jennie
• mayhem, lady gaga

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no, there's nothing memorable to see here

january

• I yelled so much at someone who was reversing their car and hitting mine that I went down to knock on their rear window. When the owner of the car got out, it turned out to be a nun from my nephews' school! I had never gone from 100 to -10 in anger so quickly to say, "oh dear sister, I think you hit my car a little... but you didn't damage it." My family laughed at me for a whole week. (︶︹︺)
• At a friend's house, I spent 3 hours looking for a rat. The little thing kept going back and forth between her house and the neighbor's, who eventually got involved too so we spent a lot of time going from one house to the other omg ಥ_ಥ
• Someone complemented my water tank saying...

Aren't I the worst? Sometimes I fear that I don't know how to stop. It's weird and sad to be honest about this

• isolating myself/avoidant behaviour
• picking at my skin (lips the most)
• use (consciously) exercise to procastinate important tasks that need to be done
• daydreaming and not doing anything to sublimate it
• staying in bed/thinking of going to bed when my head feels heavy
• overdoing shopping therapy
• staying inside when I could go out
• too much sex
• punishing myself with "spending my free time doing things I enjoy but feeling not joy at all" for not doing what I need to do before
• self sabotage: with too much sleep, with too little sleep, with eating too much, with eating too little...

• mbti: INTJ
• jung archetype: destroyer first , seeker second , sage third
• colorscope: boldness, cooperation, independent heart

• adore, paramore
• puente, gustavo cerati
• josephine, chris rea
• your song, elton john
• show me how, foo fighters
• northern downpour, p!atd
• cosmic love, florence & the machine
• little house, amanda seyfried
• somewhere we only know, keane
• coldplay, lizzo
• invisible string, taylor swift

• 25.01.25 35 min (legs), 7 min (arms)
• 26.01.25 35 min (arms)
• 27.01.25 6 min (stretch), walk (8.3k steps)
• 28.01.25 30 min (tabata)
• 29.01.25 10 min (stretch) / REST
• 30.01.25 30 min (HIIT)
• 31.01.25 15 min (stretch) / REST
• 01.02.25 walk (7.7k steps)
• 02.02.25 the day was too hot to do something
• 03.02.25 30 min (HIIT)

j a n u a r y

• We have always lived in the castle, Shirley Jackson ♡
• The turn of the screw, Henry James
• The road, Cormac McCarthy
• All my friends are dead, Avery Monsen & Jory John
• Convenience store woman, Sayaka Murata ♡

f e b r u a r y

• The subtle art of not giving a fuck, Mark Manson ♡
• Sleeping beauties, Stephen King & Owen King reading
• The hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, Douglas Adams on-hold/slowly, slowly reading

reading

• The ki sisters (manhwa) ♡
• Spy x family ♡
• Mieruko-chan ♡
• Six people on crosses
• I wanted to be hurt by love
• Ingoshima / camgoroshi (prequel)
• Unaware that his majesty is a girl (manhua)
• Hwangyoung's misery (manhwa) ♡ ↺

• squid game s2
• ratched
• king the land ↺
• euphoria watching (01x07)
• ghosts (us ver.) watching (01x15)
  • can't believe how much I enjoying it ლ(◕‿◕ლ)

dropped

• 01/10 | dahmer no interested tbh
• 01/09 | inventing anna so boring ;A;
• 02/00 | Sakamoto days not in the mood for animes tbh

waiting for...

• 100 años de soledad (S2)
• cobra kai (S6)
• envidiosa (S2)

want to watch

• pyramid game

mood. ⸝⸝⸝ if you are feeling blue have a green day . summer mornings. looking forward to things. incredible anxious. sometimes gravely afraid. thinking that death must be dusk tinted and petrichor scented. currently bored of all my playlist. so thirsty I could swallow the sea and all it's hidden mountains. so hungry I could eat concret. trying to stay calm. I'm looking for a nice, luminous, tidy space.

• ▢ sertralin, polyacrylic acid & magnesium
• ▢ glasses
• ▢ paint

maybe, maybe, maybe...

• ▢ fitness mat

• nausea. the throat is fire and mud
• heavy breathing.
• dry mouth
• want to cry but I can't
• smile while thinking I'm an horrible person
• i'll lost my feet. literally. something will come and cut them off
• everything is unsafe and wrong
• something is trying to come out of my neck
• my mind is trying to run and it can't scream
• everything feels disgusting

garage

• ◍ new roof
• ⭘ fixing the right wall

kitchen

• ⭘ faucet
• ⭘ sink
• ◍ refrigerator
• ⭘ custom-made cabinet
• ⭘ pantry

living room

• ⭘ new floor
• ⭘ bookshelf
• ⭘ table and chairs set
• ⭘ sofa

bedroom

• Paradise (2023)
• The lobster (2015)
• Ma (2019)
• All quiet on the western front (2022) dnf
• Yesterday (2019)
• Howl's moving castle (2004) ♡
• Nosferatu (2024)
• Addams family values (1993) ♡
• Wicked (2024)
• Heretic (2024)

• ★ ★ ★ ★ ✰ The whale #IloveyouBrendan
• ★ ★ ★ ✰ ✰ Pearl #IMASTAAAAAAARRR
• ★ ★ ★ ★ ✰ Everything everywhere all at once aka in another life I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you
• ★ ★ ✰ ✰ ✰ Lamb omg what the fuck
• ★ ★ ★ ✰ ✰ Saint Maud well...
• ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ The lightouse one of the best movies of the century
• ★ ★ ★ ★ ✰ Midsommar :( but :D !!!
• ★ ★ ★ ½ ✰ Hereditary oh D: !
• ★ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ The killing of a sacred deer I lost two hours of my life and I want them back
• ★ ★ ★ ✰ ✰ The blackcoat's daughter I really liked the ending
• ★ ★ ★ ★ ½ The witch YES!!
• ★ ★ ★ ✰ ✰ Dark places the book is worth a read!
• ★ ★ ★ ★ ✰ Ex machina I loved this movie tbh
• ★ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ Men omg this was terrible
• ★ ★ ★ ✰ ✰ The lobster 2nd part was pretty dull but overall it was a fun film :)
• ★ ★ ★ ✰ ✰ Heretic I liked it for the most part. I liked that the ending follows the premise of belief/disbelief that is presented throughout...

a list for those songs that hit the criteria of randomly stuck on my head first thing in the morning

f e b r u a r y

• 01 ⊹ fly me to the moon , bobby womack
• 02 ⊹ magnetic , illit
• 03 ⊹ ｡｡｡
• 04 ⊹ money , lisa
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sometimes some words appear completely alone ✧ for no reason ✧ and I'm like "ok, what's the point?"

• alfeizar
• xiuxiugen
• shara
• maelstrom
• bratja
• straw

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• Path of the wind ✰ My neighbor Totoro
• Merry go round of life ✰ Howl's moving castle
• One summer's day ✰ Spirited away
• Carrying you ✰ Castle in the sky
• Ponyo on the cliff by the sea ✰ Ponyo
• A town with an ocean view ✰ Kiki's delivery service
• The bygone days ✰ Porco Rosso
• Tales of ashitaka ✰ Princess Mononoke