Anais Nin

• "I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls."
• "What I cannot love, I overlook."
• "When one is pretending the entire body revolts."

Chuck Palahniuk

Invisible Monsters

• "The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open."
• "Rip yourself open. Sew yourself shut."
• "Who you are moment to moment is just a story. What I needed was a new story."

• August And Everything After - Counting Crows
• Bringing The Horse Down - The Wallflowers
• Fantasies - Metric
• Hombre Lobo: 12 Songs Of Desire - Eels
• London Calling - The Clash
• Mean Everything To Nothing - Manchester Orchestra
• Never Mind The Bollocks - The Sex Pistols
• Strawberry Blood - Mundy
• War Elephant - Deer Tick
• Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix - Phoenix
• Bang - Empires
• Train - Train
• Beat The Devil's Tattoo - BRMC
• Man On The Moon: The End of The Day - Kid Cudi
• The Fame Monster - Lady Gaga
• Horehound - The Dead Weather

• boots from f21 - $33.80
  • http://canada.forever21.com/product.asp?...
• flats from f21 - $22.80
  • http://canada.forever21.com/product.asp?...
• black, patterned tights
• strawberry roots painting - $50.00
  • http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat...
• poppy duvet cover - $68.00
  • http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat...
• lots of vintage t-shirts, torn sweatshirts
• soaps/skin care/make up from lush
  • http://www.lushusa.com/shop
• v plunge victoria's secret bra - $48.00
• lace bralette - $20.00

story updates:

• finish editing entirety of Lush
  • eventually repost
• update FSJACOFTLOL
• finish/nicely end YLWDB