- answer these and i'll give you a DEEPLY personal marauders kin ➳ james potter
- JAMES KINNIES RISE. ok let's get into it. you're genuinely one of the best types of people out there, i can tell you that, but i also have something else to tell you. you don't always have to be a ray of sunshine for everyone else. you don't have to be their guardian angel all the time, and sometimes you need to focus on yourself. you aren't a villain for messing up, for making mistakes, because you're human. we all are. make sure you take the time to heal, to feel better, before you do the same for others, because more often than not, taking on their burdens as well as your own will only make you feel worse. i love you, now take a breather <3 (word of warning, don't read choices unless you want your soul read)
- build a fanfic and i'll tell you what you need ➳ a hug
- fr though...when was the last time someone asked you if you were doing ok?
- choose some lines of poetry and I’ll give you a moment that deserves its own emotion ➳ right before you go to bed where you slip under the covers.
- Everything is cold but you smile because you know the day is over and it’s time to rest. It’ll warm up in a minute or two but for now you just lay there, cold surrounding you but with warmth in your heart. You know sleep is soon approaching but for now you simply lay here and enjoy the moment.
- design a house and I'll tell you which inhabitant of an enchanted forest you are ➳ ominous unknowable force deep in the caves
- for centuries you have resided here, beyond all contact, beyond even all comprehension. it's a lonely life, but the sound of the burbling creek and the slow progress of the ever growing stalagmites keep you company.
- find your true home planet. ➳ venus.
- you're one who values love and money. you focus on the pleasurable things in life. you have grace, beauty, and charm; you may or may not know this, but embrace it. you radiate a sweet energy. you love harmony in things. you value aesthetics over everything. you're idealistic, passionate, and relaxed.
- get your fortune told + pick some words and i'll tell you who you are ➳ lance
- you're more than you make yourself out to be, you know. I'm betting you feel unappreciated and lonely, and that's your fault. you're too scared to be open so you use jokes to be a part of the conversation, yet you don't show anyone who you really are because it's too much. to be vulnerable is to give people an excuse to leave, and to show someone the worst of you is too much to ask, because when we love someone—really, love someone—we let them understand us. we let them see us at our worst. and that's okay. loving is understanding, i think—let someone understand you. you're a people pleaser and don't know how to be yourself sometimes and the only advice I can give to you is to live. stop pretending, because soon enough you will become this person and kill the parts of you that matter. you have a big heart, so why don't you let others see it? you want to go home to a home that doesn't exist anymore. you've changed, you won't fit back in and that's alright. changing is only part of the process. let yourself grow, let down your shields and bring in the people you love. it's going to be okay. everything is going to be okay.
- government assigned percy jackson kin ➳ annabeth chase
- say it with me now. GIFTED KID BURNOUT. you were so smart in elementary school and you still are. you're an overachiever, but at what cost?
- how do strangers perceive you? ➳ full of golden light
- the smell of soup cooking in the other room. golden hour sunlight peeking in through the windows. laughter that bounces against the walls and smiles you can't help but mirror. you're easy to approach. your best feature is probably your smile. you don't mind looking silly if it makes people laugh. you're not easily embarrassed. you're calm and you make people feel at ease. you're a good listener because you really really care what they have to say. people leave every interaction with you feeling just a little bit more loved. you're a kind soul, and people can see that. you mean so much more to people than you know.
- how do you love? ➳ by running
- with aversion. always running, perhaps out of fear, perhaps out of inexperience. harshly, like the high tides at night. you hear them as you lay pondering. uncertainly and hesitantly, you do not understand. unsure how anyone could feel so strongly for you -- you do not know how loved you truly are. try as you might, you cannot ever show them the depths that your love goes, and it's this apprehension that keeps you from accepting such affection with open arms.
- how would you die in an anime? ➳ killed by own power
- overdid this one a bit, didn't you
- i assign you a uni major based on vibes ➳ Language / literature / linguistics / creative writing / media studies (the mf got it right)
- You have freakishly neat handwriting, it's sort of weird actually. You probably talk about the cinematography and metaphors in shows and know a ton of quotes off the top of your head, I'm sure you'd enjoy nbc's Hannibal for those reasons. You still kinda of miss when they used to give out handwriting awards, you're still chasing that high. You don't know what career your going for exactly, but you used to love reading as a kid. You had a high reading level for your age, didn't you? Well it's a good job there's lot of words in the world, huh? Shame you can't juxtapose your way to a job
- if you were a deity, what would be your domain? ➳ Beauty and the Arts
- You are the divine spirit of love, beauty and artistic expression, as well as the intoxication and revelry which often accompany both. Due to your association with pleasures of the flesh, you of all deities are perhaps the most closely enmeshed with the affairs of mortals, and you may even have a bit of mortal blood yourself. Your realm also encompasses the many elements which arouse intoxication, ecstasy, and spiritual transcendence for both mortals and divines—be they substances, music, or other sensory phenomena. Although you are certainly the life of the party, you also embody the spirit of healing, relaxation, and respite from the toils of the harsh mortal realm. Your mythological equivalents are Greece’s Apollo and Dionysus, Scandinavia’s Bragi, Mesoamerica’s Xōchipilli, and Mesopotamia’s Ishtar.
- i'll designate you x to lovers ➳ allies
- what starts off as a partnership by obligation turns into one by choice. maybe you don't think of them that way at first, but after you realize that you two work incredibly well together, the feelings just... fall into place. of course it's only natural that they should remain by your side. of course you would take risks to keep them safe, and they would do the same for you. you can't imagine facing something without them now. it's like they were always there. what's more, the bond you've forged over the years is doubly strong for having made the sharing of mental and emotional states necessary. you've stuck with each other through the stress, the breakdowns, but also the victories, the laughs, the brief moments of frivolity. now those things come naturally. you know nobody more intimately. you are able to take care of each other. you can probably make it through anything. you have so far, at least, even if there were some losses along the way.
- let me assign you a love language ➳ violent devotion
- Everyone seems to think you are faithless, but the thing is you haven’t yet found someone who will bring you to your knees and make you raise your head in reverence. This world has stopped bringing you joy, you want more of the divine. You want to dedicate your entire existence to someone; you want to make them realise they are not something terrible, make them see just how much beauty they are bringing to this world. You want to be the only one for them, the only one they have chosen to love. There’s a god shaped pit inside of you and only they can fit in it. And what if they choose to walk away? Didn’t I say this was violent devotion?
- let me reassure you ➳ you are so loved.
- you are beloved. there are people who love you and want you around. a text from you makes someone smile. someone listens to a song you recommended and it reminds them of you. you are so special, so important, so loved and cared for and wanted. keep doing you! :)
- take this quiz & we'll assign u an anime hair type & gender ➳ blonde haired anime woman
- angel. perfect. badass. my love. let me fight you. let me kiss you. literally you are insane but you have the absolute biggest heart--and the biggest titties <3 ur just better than everyone,,, have fun. also tho make good decisions bc sometimes ur emotions can control you. once u learn to balance your feelings & your determination, u will reach apeshit goddess status!!!!!
- vibe check but oddly specific ➳ I'd call you sunshine
- You are the person I wish I could be all the time. You walk into a room and fill it with this positive, vibrant energy. You probably have really nice eyes and I know for a fact I'd fall in love with your smile. You're openminded and generous. You don't hesitate to include people in your life, regardless of what others may think of them. Your fun loving attitude attracts introverts and extroverts alike and people miss you when you're not around. Be careful you don't strain yourself trying to maintain your sunny disposition. It's okay to be lonely or sad sometimes. You don't owe anyone anything. Make sure you put yourself first sometimes.
- what are you doing out here in the dark? ➳ witch of small magic. humble harvester of the divine.
- out of all that this place had to offer? out of all the power, the knowledge, the dark? oh-- but you're smart. smarter, smarter, just as selfish as the other ones. you took what little warmth this desolation has to offer and you made it yours, pocketed the sunrise, smiled with comfort and relief for the first time in years. oh, how you love. you, the warmth. you, the setting sun. but there will be no mercy for the other ones. pity is long gone and benevolence has melted from the spindly arms of these winter trees already. go-- hurry, before the dark notices what you took. go home. oh? no-- it's not like it'll try to take back what you stole. you must know by now that it doesn't care. it just might take a while for it to notice it's gone, if you're light on your feet. you're the grace, the tenderness, the holy, after all, after tonight. let it delay its torments. many souls still wander here.
- what are you to your friends ➳ you're a well of secrets
- your friends value you deeply. they know that you need your own time often, that sometimes the last thing you want is a endless flutter of voices around you. but they know that when they need to, they can reach out to you and you'll always welcome them with wisdom and deep care. they might wonder about you sometimes, about what it is that's hidden deep in you, but they mostly respect it, though curiosity is a hard thing to handle sometimes. you are the well. your friends are the bucket, the rope, the coins at the bottom beholding wishes.
- what brand of stupid are you ➳ smart until infected with stupid
- You think you're safe don't you? You are probably the responsible one in the group, perhaps even the mom friend. You are relatively smart but all it takes is one little thing to suck all your braincells out. It could be hanging around your fellow stupid friends, it could be being left alone, it could be having a bit too much fun. The stupid lives inside you and it just takes the right environment for it to show.
- what does your soul smell like? ➳ rosewater
- key words: sensitive, romantic, calming. you are a beautiful person inside and out whose kindness shines through even on your worst days. being around you is like stepping into a crisp smelling floral garden on a spring evening. others are inspired by your empathy, charm, and all the love you have to give. compatible with: fresh linen, freshly baked bread.
- what flavour is my soul ➳ lavender
- oh moon child, restless sleeper, tell me what it's like to dream? you float along the margins of reality, picking up the pieces of fallen memories to sculpt into your own realm. you are searching, but your tongue is quiet, quiet, quiet. open your mouth and sing my dear, silence only does you good for so long. and here you planted roots in the darkness, where not even the moon can reach your leaves. there is such a thing as being too practical, for you sail your ship on perpetually calm waters, and never have you spotted land. your mind has wings, uncage them! allow yourself to dream, you are not too far gone. there is no such thing! trust in yourself dear.
- what form of love do you embody? ➳ love as being known
- [ love is knowing all of someone and loving them anyway ] when tim kreider said "if we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known" and when joe wright said "The idea that these two people know each other, knew each other when they first saw each other. That they recognized each other from their future" and when micah nemerever said "it was a relief and a horror to be known so perfectly"
- what horror trope are you? ➳ the haunted house
- decrepit and falling apart at the seams; time has not been kind to you, has it? termites have nestled in your bones, and stray cats find comfort in your sinews. you may be victim to time and erosion, but your abandoned corpse remains a refuge for unwanted things. vermin and ghosts thank you. what greater kindness can there be than offering shelter?
- what kind of a villain are you? ➳ the one who has homoerotic tension with the hero
- what kind of magic user are you? ➳ You're the Bard!
- Ah the magic of the muses! You channel magic through song, dance, art, etc. Anything that gets those creative juices flowing is where you find your magic! You're naturally curious and love a bit of adventure. Play that funky music spellcaster!
- what kind of vampire vibes do you have ➳ gay vampire vibes
- you probably study the arts or humanities and would have been frenemies with lord byron given half a chance. you've either seen every piece of vampire media in existence or have seen one and it was the 1992 dracula where you fell in love with at least one character. you probably googled the word yearning aged 10 and haven't looked back since. there's probably something wrong with you but you deal with it by listening to dark academia playlists on spotify. i would die for you instantly
- what van gogh painting are you? ➳ the sunflowers
- "i'd like to paint in such a way that... everyone who has eyes could understand it." there was a series of these paintings of sunflowers. van gogh was heavily praised for them by those he knew. to him, they felt like they were his mark. like they were truly his own. you often feel the same need to stand out and be remembered for something. you're an individualist through and through, and you're determined to make your own mark. you have so much courage, so much passion, and so much determination. but let me tell you a secret: you don't have to fight to be important. you already are. some of your traits are: ambitious, one-minded, and passionate.
- what's my red flag ➳ hoe
- what’s your new aesthetic for 2022? ➳ glow-bog
- think fireflies leading you through the trees; think candles floating on a murky surface; think the lights you’re not meant to follow. then work it! soft clothes in natural tones cut to highlight your body perfectly, or boots that can withstand the chase, or unkempt hair adorned with local flora. slither through life like you know you can lure it anywhere you like.
- which citrus fruit are you? ➳ clementine
- you're sweet, so people think they have to take care of you even though you're strong, and I know you are! but sometimes it's easier to get taken care of, it's fine when they peel fruit for you and only give you the sweetest slices, it's ok. you deserve it
- which criminal minds character are you ➳ dr spencer "spence" reid
- *insert white people smile* did i do him dirty with that image? yes. and i'd do it again. anyway. you're a lil awkward but that's part of the appeal baybeee! you see so much good in people and it's incredibly admirable bc you almost certainly have SOME trauma (you got spencer. need i say more). i would kill for this man so maybe i also will for you. depends on the difficulty setting
- which euphoria girl are you? ➳ jules
- you're an outgoing sweet bean! everyone who knows you loves you because you give off a light and fresh energy. you know who you are and where you're headed, and you know that you're haven't reached your full potential yet but when you do it's gonna be fucking sick.
- which fanfic trope are you? ➳ childhood friends to lovers
- you like having a routine and knowing what's going to happen, you're bad at improvising and thinking on the spot. in general, you're really scared of change. you hate feeling powerless and not in control
- which kind of sky are you? ➳ pure sunshine
- i just know i'd like you, if we ever met. i'd like your warmth, your kindness, your smile. i'd like the way you laugh, the way you tuck your hair behind your ear, the way you jump around the place when your favorite song comes on the radio. i'd like the way you make me feel. thanks for always trying to spread positivity wherever you go, and for going out of your way to help those who needs it. you're such a little gem, aren't you? you remind me of saturday mornings, buttered toasts and cheesy movies. just know your friends are very lucky to have you.
- which of my spotify playlists are you? ➳ spooky
- This playlist has kind of haunting songs that make me feel like I’m somewhere I shouldn’t be. These sound like they should only be heard echoing through an abandoned building. If you got this result then you’re a spooky and mysterious sort of person, Halloween is probably your favourite holiday. You are endlessly curious and love learning about the unknown and considering everything humanity has yet to learn about the universe. Here is the link to the playlist.
- which season are you? ➳ winter
- snowflakes on eyelashes, hot cocoa, earmuffs, frosted windows, layers upon layers of coats, visible puffs of warm breath. you love being around the people you love. seeing the smiles on your friends faces after you've just told a joke can make your entire day. you can take a while to really warm up to someone, though. a few close friends is better than many acquaintances. but, however close your friends are, you feel the most at peace when you're on your own. you have a strong sense of self and are a diligent worker. happiness comes to you in the simplest of moments. walking down the street when the air feels just right, settling in a cozy area with a new book in hand, eating your favorite dinner, smiling to yourself for no other reason than you feel like it. while you enjoy the comfort of your home, visiting foreign locations can make you feel like a whole new person. you don't like to really open up to people, though. you're afraid to let your true emotions show, but people do want to know how you feel and what you think. if you allow others to truly know you, you'll get more satisfaction out of life. songs: chicago - sufjan stevens, exit music (for a film) - radiohead, where is my mind? - pixies, shiver - lucy rose, the night we met - lord huron, the wisp sings - winter aid
- which type of love interest would you be in a dating simulator? ➳ the sweetheart with an enigmatic dark past
- You're always polite and kind with others. That makes people feel comfortable around you and many would consider you a close friend. However, you seldom feel connected with those around you. You feel like they don't know you, the real you, and they never will because you'll never allow them. It takes a great amount of time and trust for you to show yourself as you truly are, because you repress most of your feelings and desires, and mask them with a calm and collected personalty. It just seems easier that way, safer. But remember that if you bottle everything up, it will explode one day, maybe in ways you aren't proud of.
- why do people love you? ➳ because you're their moon
- do you ever talk to the moon when you can't sleep, or when you feel as if you don't have anyone else you can vent to? i do, and it's comforting to know that the moon always listens. you're someone's moon. people love you because you're a shoulder to cry on, even if your support might be silent sometimes. your moonbeams are the prettiest. you're soft spoken, a bit mysterious, and a loving friend indeed, and even in the darkest times you can be a little savior. thank you for being you.
- why would i fall in love with you? ➳ you're a mystery i want to solve
- you're literally everything my middle school self wanted to be. you're cool and interesting and so so beautiful. pretty eyes and a vibe that makes me think you're way too cool for me to talk to. but i think you're one of those people that, if i ignored that feeling and talked to you anyway, i would meet someone really fascinating and probably kinder than most people see. don't be afraid of what people might think. the you buried beneath the layers of mystery is someone worth knowing.
- your green flag ➳ you know how to make someone feel good
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