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I am unclassifiable. More precisely defined as strange and unpredictable. More broadly as someone who is not what she seems. My head is filled with random slithers of thought which often draft into millions.Under the influence of pessimism. Procrastination is the greatest asset, I am after all consumed by a dreamer.

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  • Am very tall. Unusually tall for a girl, considering i am 6 foot something.
  • Tend to be very indescisive. I know what i want one minute then do not the next.
  • Think i suffer from an accute case of paranoia. Especially when i feel people are judging me or that i reveal to much of my strange self and my unnatural thought pattern.
  • Am terrified of the past and people who know my past self.
  • Used to have a fear of the 'Dooms day', Armageddon, the end of the world and whatever else you want to call it. I guess that is why i always was terrified to watch movies such 2012, The Day After Tomorrow, The Knowing and such. Turns out these days that i love movies of the end of the world.
  • So on the topic of movies, i tend to favour the more dark, gloomy, and depressing movies such as Seven Pounds. I also tend to lean towards movies such as The Notebook, Big Fish, The Curious Case of Benjamen Button and so fourth. However i also seem to adore films along a more supernatural vs. reality theme such as Gothica.
  • I have a music taste that is very broad. At the top of my list i have heavy metal, grindcore, deathcore, hardcore and such. My Favourite bands include: Suicide Silence, Asking Alexandria, Chelsea Grin. However i do listen to alot of alternative, indie, rock, folk and so on. I have a secret liking for jazz and very early 1900s styles of music. I was raised with 80s music so naturally i listen to alot of music from this grand era. And yet again to enhance the emphasis on being revolved around the whole element of pessimism i tend to be moved by very depressing songs such as Rough Hands by Alexisonfire, In August by Dream on Dreamer. The song that holds deepest meaning to me though is October 27th by Break Even.
  • Fashion-wise i do not think i am very distinguished. I do however favour decorative fabrics and so on. At present i have fallen for lace fabrics especially black lace. I often do wear very powerful clothing but i generally stick to the blacks, greys, and whites due to subtlety. However i do have a favourite cardigan which is red. I do love intricate details of embroidery patterns, interesting structural features and shapes. I am almost always piecing my garments together with a belt and several layers and tend to feel the most comfortable wearing black stockings, which are most commonly patterned. I do prefer high waisted shorts and skirts, and skinny jeans which i have taken liking for ripped black ones.
  • Seem to read a fair bit. At the moment i have a building pile of books to get through and at present i am reading 'The Witching Hour' by Anne Rice, which i must say is one of the most fascinating and intriguing novels that i have read yet. Yes i have read the entire Harry Potter saga but what kid hasnt who has grown up through this wizarding era? I tend to however draw closer to the more sophisticated novels, which have a strong romantic element however also the protagonist expereinces severe downfalls.
  • The materialistic items that i would never be able to survive without within this materialistic revolving world we live in in this 21st century of ours would probably be my phone, ipod and my computer. On the less technological side would probably be my teddy bear.
  • Aspire to be ither an architect, fashion editor, or a journalist at least. I want to do something that actually makes changes in the world that are noticeable. I do not want to be acocunted as just another human being that just lives to die.
  • Love the rain, cloudy days, cool weather, and i wish that every day there was lightning and thunder and terrential rain or snow. I prefer the gloomy weather and dislike the sun.
  • Am a secret romantic. However the strange thing is that i greatly dislike cliche romance. There are several ways to my heart to which i do not even know. So i wish luck to anyone who attempts.
  • I tend to have a great matter of opinion when it comes to the environment. So beware of this topic.
  • Dislike the colour pink. I have reason to believe it is due to my mother overdressing me in that colour ever since i was a baby.
  • Fall for things i can't have.
  • Find the elements of death, decay and deep negative emotion the most beautiful.

There is much else to say, after all there is not just one simple description for a fool that screams for detail.

nov 17 2010 ∞
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