❥ you’ve always protected me, sena. you’ve always stayed close by my side, scolding me when i’m about to do something stupid.

you’ve been my sword, my shield, and my armor.

❥ right. that’s why I was saying i’ve been so spoiled by that kindness. i’ll do things properly from now on, because i love you, sena. i’ll move as you wish. i want to help make your dreams come true.

so, tell me, Sena. …what do i need to do?

be honest with me, i’ll listen. i’m an idiot, so i can’t figure it out on my own…sena, you’re the smart one. think about it and tell me what i should do. i’ll make your dreams come true. i’ll do it, together with you.

❥ sena, every day’s been so much fun since I met you. it was a dazzling, radiant time of youth, so bright I couldn’t see anything else. if I took every little memory and made them into a song, it wouldn’t end within a single lifetime. that beautiful face, given to you by God and polished by you yourself, is the greatest work of art. just seeing it from the side, I feel like my composing won’t ever stop. my ideas come overflowing one after another, and I can write a masterpiece. and then, with that alone, i’m happy. making songs is my life, after all. my dreams were fulfilled by meeting you. so this time, it’s my turn. how about it? tell me what you wanna do, and let’s achieve it together! what should i do? tell me, sena!

sena, always disappointed, always unhappy! how can I get you to smile for me?

should i just destroy every single thing that doesn’t please you, every single person you don’t acknowledge? if that’s your wish, then i’ll grant it for you! no-- i'll help you make it come true! so be honest with me, cut to the chase and say it! what do you want to do? don’t be shy, say it! i won’t laugh! it’s not fair that you see all my embarrassing sides, so show me all of you too!

even if it’s some filthy desire, whatever it is, show me! i’ll make it into the greatest work of art, show all the world and have it be praised and admired as something beautiful! if you’ll be satisfied with that, then I’ll devote my all to it. no matter if i’m resented, or hated by everyone, if I bleed out all the blood from my body or have to cut away everything else… even if I make an enemy out of the entire world, i’ll be happy as long as you’re together with me.

nov 10 2017 ∞
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