30 August, 2009 - MOTS 7

Went to roof with orphanage hyungs - they showed him fireworks - hoseok felt happy watching fireworks and cried - the hyungs teased him about crying

23 July, 2010 - LY TEAR / NOTES I

Recounting backstory - "Hoseok, count to ten starting from now, and only then should you open your eyes"

In classroom, couldn't count to 10 and collapses.

23 July, 2019 - NOTES I

Cannot count to 10 or mom will not come back - teacher forces to count - he blacks out at 9.

15 September, 2020 - LY HER/NOTES I

Jimin's mother was kind to him because he grew up in an orphanage but he felt she was blaming him for Jimin being admitted to the emergency room.

Jimin didn't come to school anymore.

25 February, 2021 - LY HER

While eating medicine I don't need, everything falls down. So when I dance, I can't look away from the me in the mirror.

That is the moment when I believe that I can be happy.

25 February, 2022 - PERSONA

19th birthday has to leave orphanage - moves into new place - It is a shabby cold room but it's the only place for me on Earth

2 March, 2022 - LY ANSWER/NOTES I

Endures everything and just smile.

misses the boys after - Seokjin transferred school - Namjoon disappeared one morning - Yoongi lost contact - Taehyung don't know where he is - Jimin last saw in hospital - Jungkook saw him leaving the school

Get up and greet new customer with big smile

10 MAY, 2022 - PERSONA/NOTE I

Narcolepsy occurred anytime - fell on bridge will walking - ends up in hospital

12 MAY, 2022 - LY ANSWER/NOTE I

"Mom! Stop!" - Almost fell down the stair - Jimin helped him - "Jimin, let's get out of here"

16 MAY, 2022 - NOTE I

Jimin is staying at house - helps Jimin find the buildings from the balcony - lied because thinks boys will hate him but decides to confess to Jimin - "My Narcolepsy was fake. I didn't do it on purpose. I just ignored that there was a way for me to be OK. I can't describe it clearly" - "Then are you OK now?" - Jimin didn't criticize or sympathize, just smiled and accepted and they laughed

20 MAY, 2022 - LY HER/NOTE I

gets Taehyung out of jail - tried to feed Taehyung but he goes home in hurry

28 MAY, 2022 - PERSONA

No one contacted each other after being back from sea - Seokjin and Taehyung had an argument on the observatory and Seokjin left us at the sea - Namjoon said let's go home and we never talked again.

31 MAY, 2022 - HER

Breathless from dancing - Practiced very hard - a girl's voice reminded him of mother's voice

13 JUNE, 2022 - NOTES I

Learnt from friends that Jungkook is hurt - meets him in hospital and gets mad - leaves message on group chat that Jungkook is badly hurt and it is ridiculous not to know what happened to him for over twenty days - no one read his message - Were we fair-weather friends? - Jimin and Jungkook talk about dancing when he comes back - Taehyung calls crying

4 July, 2022 - LY TEARS/ NOTES I

hurt ankle while carrying girl to the hospital - Girl is selected for an international competition they applied for together and he does not want to congratulate him - gives her and umbrella and goes back to the practice room - Jimin is dejected - the restaurant work made his ankle swollen up but still need to practice so puts on pain patches

16 July, 2022 - NOTES I

Looking at Jungkook's sketchbook - decided to throw Jungkook a party at Namjoon's container like they partied when Jimin escaped from hospital with cake and hamburgers - they all laughed that day

Jungkook - Hey that night.. Does Seokjin talk about that night? That he saw me or? Hoseok - What? Seokjin saw you? Jungkook - You're a good person, right? Hoseok - Stop talking nonsense

Leaves and turns back to look at Jungkook

24 July, 2022 - MOTS 7

Hoseok - Seokjin hyung cant you say something to your father ? You know hyung. You know what that place means to me. The orphanage is my home. And if that orphanage is gone then all the kids who live there will get scattered. Even if they redevelop the area it would happen without affecting the orphanage

Seokjin looking at Hoseok emotionless - It's already been decided. There is nothing I can do.

I got angry at Hyung - I shouted at Hyung - not because he wouldn't do anything but because I couldn't do anything - I was angry with myself

25 July, 2022 - NOTES I

kicked down Yoongi's workplace door down

When are you going to stop doing this? Do you think you're the only one going through though times? Do you think I put on a smile in front of others because my life is all rosy and bright? Tell me. What are you upset about? Everyone one knows you're good at music, and they put up with you even when you act up. Yes. You must've been in pain since your mom died. I know. But you can't go on like this forever. Aren't you gonna make music? Can you live without it? Haven't you been happy even once making music? Why didn't you go see Jungkook? Don't you know what you mean to him? Don't you see we all are hurting? Don't you see that?

It's time to stop running away. If you're going to run away again, don't ever come back.

And I left.

31 July, 2022 - MOTS 7

Jung Hoseok in Songju was sweet but Jung Hoseok in Hagok was 24 hour egoistic, snot, crazy, selfish and a jerk. I tried to deluded myself until I saw that one face

12 August, 2022 - NOTES I

ran away after shouting on Yoongi with a hurt ankle - Ran away to Hagok - goes to Citizen Hall and watches dancer performers and feel bad - Someone tells him to leave as the dancers need to practice - goes back again next day and helps the crew clean up - same the next day the staff member thanks him for helping - the staff member asks if the cast is not much of a pain would he want to go on tour with them? - leg gets better becomes friends with dance crew bonds over dancing with the teachers and students - went on tour had fun but he missed his friends

makes excuse about wanted to get cast off - gets on train back to Songju - thinks of Yoongi hitting rock bottom so messages him "Are you ok?" - When are you coming back? With a song file attached - My ankle is not the only thing that has healed - "What's up, my friends! I'm back! How have you all been?"

13 August, 2022 - NOTES I

goes back to Just Dance and meets the girl - "I thought you looked like my mom" She laughs.

Hoseok - Congratulations, It was your dream Girl - I'm sorry I should have told you first Hoseok - If you are sorry buy me a meal, and I will through you a farewell party. Let's meet again someday as famous dancers. Work hard. Because I'm not gonna let you outdo me.