30 September, 2012 - MOTS7

People gathered - What is this ? I can't live like this. I'm so scared - A HUGE HOLE - sink hole - something glittering sharply inside the hole

11 September, 2017 - NOTES I

"Jungkook, Happy Birthday, from Dad"

Dad- It's too difficult to go on and world is too heavy to bear. Mom- What are you going to do about Jungkook? Dad- I'm completely empty, and there's nothing I can do for Jungkook

Dad goes away, Mom says no more birthday cards

A child who can never be the reason to endure it all. That was me.

28 May, 2019 - LY ANSWER

Jungkook asks hyungs about their dreams

• Seokjin- I don't think I have a dream, maybe be a good person?
• Yoongi- It's okay if you don't have a dream. I don't have a dream. I will just be anyone.
• Taehyung- I'm gonna be a superhero. Save the world from villians.
• Hoseok- I want to find my mother and live happily.
• Jimin- I wanted to be a president of kindergarten, but now I do not know what I want to do.
• Namjoon- I want to say something good, but I have no dream at all. I just want my wage to increase for my part time job.
• Jungkook- I did not have a dream to write down.

12 June, 2019 - NOTES I

Boys arrived to sea- Jungkook felt like he didn't belong with his hyungs being happy

Hoseok - Do you want to go see this rock? If you yell out your dream towards the sea while standing on this rock, it will come true.

Yoongi sees Jungkook biting his nails - "Stop doing that, they will become like mine" "What's your dream?""I don't know I never thought about it" "There's nothing wrong with that".

Jungkook - What do people mean by dream? Hoseok - Dictionary says 1 an imaginary series of events you experience while you are asleep, 2 a situation you hope to realize, 3 false expectations which are unlikely to become reality Jungkook - How can something that you want to achieve most in your life and something unlikely to come true both be called a dream? Yoongi- Maybe it means that people are that desperate. They just can't give up on their dreams even though they know they won't come true. But don't try to have a dream. Jungkook - How come? Yoongi - Because it's tough having one.

Remembers about how he god his first cut and he likes the pain because it makes him feel awake again.

They reach the rock but it was broken - Boys talk positively so Hoseok doesn't feel bad "It's a luxury for us to dream" - Drilling starts near by and they start screaming out their dreams anyways

Seokjin takes a photo of everyone and writes June 12 on back. Jungkook - Can I keep the photo? Jin - gives photo and says "Your dream that you yelled out, it will come true"

25 June, 2020 - LY HER/NOTES I

10 days since Yoongi got expelled for protecting Jungkook from the teacher - If it were not for me, would hyung still be playing the piano here?

30 September, 2020 - LY TEAR/NOTES I

Teacher keeps hitting him for going back to the storage room.

The fact that this place existed meant that if not today, tomorrow - if not tomorrow, the day after - the hyungs would come - so it was okay.

Still went to the room again - only Hoseok was there - "Let's go, now"

Those days were gone, and they would not come again.

2 May, 2021 - PERSONA

Hyungs all left one by one - Now in the house and even outside, there was no one to smile at me. - Spends night alone near the bridge

11 April, 2022 - LY HER

gets hit by thugs - feels happy - goes on top of the building - about to lean over and fall - If I die, it'll all be over. No one will even grieve if I was gone.

11 April, 2022 - LY ANSWER/NOTES I

gets hit by thugs - feels happy - goes on top of the building - about to lean over and fall when gets a phone call - It was Yoongi.

2 MAY, 2022 - LY HER/NOTES I

Standing in front of Namjoon's container - Crying thinking about "I thought we were all going to the sea together"

Namjoon - Are you having a nightmare? Namjoon gives pills for fever and says "Go back to sleep. We'll talk later" Jungkook - "Will I be able to grow up into an adult like you?"

22 May, 2022 - NOTES I

Jimin was out of hospital so decided to go to the sea together - finally found my real family

Taehyung - was that observatory here last time we came? Seokjin - Let's go

22 MAY, 2022 - Wonder/NOTES I

My body was floating in air - The world seems to be upside down - "It'll be more painful to live than to die. Do you still want to live?"

13 JUNE, 2022 - NOTES I

Boys come to hospital to see Jungkook

Jimin- Are you hurt? Are you in pain? Jungkook- I'm fine. I'm not hurt. (It was a lie.) Hoseok- Your should have called us. What are we to you?

Jungkook just smiles - Could not call friends because trust his own memory, has been having nightmares, was in severe pain

13 JUNE, 2022 - MOTS7

I dreamed - floating above my hospital bed looking at different ME lying down on the bed - woke up from a nightmare - doctor said he was okay - Who was it who hit me ?

15 JUNE, 2022 - NOTES I

woke up form a nightmare and wen outside to sit on bench with sketch book - "you are good for life huh" the girl said - they sat together - hears a familiar song and sees a girl playing guitar with a lighter hanging on it Y.K.

16 July, 2022 - LY HER

Singing along the lyrics of Yoongi's song trying to memorize them -Felt happy doesn't know why but he felt tickling and tingling

24 July, 2022 - PERSONA

Saw Taehyung and Seokjin leave the container - Taehyung was saying something to Seokjin but he did not listen got into car and left - On top of car I saw THE TRACE OF ACCIDENT ON THE BUMPER - went inside and sat in container - Hyungs didn't come back - They are hiding something

26 July, 2022 - LY TEAR / LY ANSWER / PERSONA

picked and brought wildflowers to the girl - went into her room but it was empty - there was nobody to give it to. - left flowers on window sill and left

Hyungs were everything to me. I only existed in a relationship with Hyungs. One day when I visit the Hyungs there will be no one there and there will be nothing worse.

I remember the night - Big moon, flipped world, the reverse view of the car - I didn't want to make any assumptions. But still... Can I trust Hyungs?

Came back to the accident side and lied on the road - If I couldn't trust the hyungs who do I trust.

3 August, 2022 - MOTS 7

killed enemies in game thinking that they are Hyungs.

30 August, 2022 - NOTES I

sat at corner of road waiting for everyone - Jimin, Yoongi and Hoseok came - feeling uneasy and agitated wanted the moment to last but also not - suddenly the fireworks go off