28 February, 2010 - MOTS 7

a hyung was playing with Dong-i(puppy) so I hid and watched - they both get caught by the shop owner while playing with puppy Tae- Hyung who are you? Why are you playing with Dong-i? My dad said we going to get a big house and I will take that puppy with me. Hyung do you not have money? Is that why you can't have a puppy? Hyung- I can't have a puppy Tae- Try whining to your dad. Mom says Dad's are weak for that Hyung- Lucky Tae- So who are you hyung? what is your name? Hyung- Kim Seokjin

29 December, 2010 - LY HER/NOTES I

Recounting backstory - Comes home from school, "What are you looking at?" father says, hits him and he falls by hitting head on wall

20 March, 2020 - LY HER/NOTES I

Taehyung hides and watches Namjoon look at Seokjin ratting Yoongi and him out.

Seokjin comes out and Namjoon tells him it's okay- "There must have been a reason for you to do it"

All boys gather together - Taehyung puts up a square smile and does not tell anyone about Seokjin and Namjoon.

7 June, 2020 - PERSONA

Loses Doobu but he comes back and that makes him happy "For Doobu I am the only family he can rely on. I can be reliable for someone. I can be a place to return."

20 March, 2022 - LY TEAR

Bloody hands after cutting himself on glass bottle while trying to protect sister from abusive father and Hoseok comes and stops it all

Want to see Namjoon again - Hyung, I just want to see you now

29 March, 2022 - LY ANSWER/NOTES I

Gets caught doing graffit and gets hit - is on ground coughing blood - someone's hand picks up the spray can - It was Namjoon Hyung - he pulls him up

11 April, 2022 - PERSONA

draws graffiti of Seokjin's face from his dream ~ expressionless and sad

30 April, 2022 - PERSONA

walking with Namjoon sees Seokjin - Seokjin looks Cold. Dry. Empty. - Jungkook runs around the corner - Seokjin drops something at entrance of motel and looks at Jungkook running away

20 MAY, 2022 - NOTE I

sent Hoseok home against his will - saves sister from abuse of Dad but Hoseok stops him from killing the Dad and Dad escapes - I was longing for Namjoon all the more desperately. I almost killed Dad who brought me into this world and beat me everyday. I actually killed him countless time. I'm lost. I just want to see you now.

22 May, 2022 - LY HER

Hears Namjoon's THE CALL - makes him angry thinking that Namjoon does not care about him

22 MAY, 2022 - LY ANSWER/NOTES I

"Hyung is that all? Isn't there anything else you're hiding from us?" - Namjoon tries to stop me - "Taehyung, I'm sorry. Let's stop talking about this here. Let's go out and talk" - Namjoon grabs again but shoving him aside "Let go Hyung. You have no right to stop me. What does Hyung know? You don't know anything Hyung. You think you are something special?" - Namjoon lets go of my arm

"What is all the fuss about being together? What are we to each other? We are all alone in the end." - Seokjin hit me

22 MAY, 2022 - NOTES I

Remembers the dream - Why is Seokjin on observatory instead of Me? And he seems to be recording us - The wound on my palm hurts. It's punishment for all my wrongdoings

13 JUNE, 2022 - NOTES I

How's Jungkook, I am coming over right now! - got to hospital but saw Namjoon and Seokjin - Namjoon, "It's always the same" - But there was one change, I don't have nightmares anymore - nightmare stopped after the fight on beach - Seokjin was crying with blue petals on road and someone's blood - I am not ready to meet Seokjin and Namjoon

25 JUNE, 2022 - LY HER

someone was following him so he slowed down - "I'll wait until you get here. I can see everything you know" - the girl in shadow finally came out - I smiled.

10 July, 2022 - NOTES I

spray painting bus stop where Namjoon always gets off - hasn't being in contact with Namjoon but does look at containers from outside - the girl was following him - hears police sirens and run - they are hiding in an alley from police - finally gives up and surrenders so the girl doesn't get caught

17 July, 2022 - LY TEAR

girl and him drew BIG X on all the graffiti - "If somethin's hard, don't just suffer alone, and tell me" - all my memories are fake, I am just a kid, alone again

23 July, 2022 - MOTS 7

The boys go searching the old classroom without Seokjin

Namjoon - Reminds me of high school since we are all here Yoongi - High school ? No thanks Namjoon - Why does the world look like this ? We didn't make this world. It was already like this. When we were born l. So how come we're thrown into it to survive without any tools ? Jimin - Seokjin hyung's father's name is here and the man from mental hospital. I don't know the rest of them Yoongi - Choi Gyu-ho. He went missing right ? Namjoon - Everything Started Here.

24 July, 2022 - MOTS 7

Sitting outside his mom's house - mom comes out to smoke - remembers his childhood when mom was around - mom goes back inside the house - counted number of doors to find mom's house

24 July, 2022 - NOTES I

Ran to house seeing the patrol car - Dad had hit sister and it got loud - The police said the neighbors called them to go thank her because she was worried

Taehyung - Do you keep in touch with Mom? Sister - Taehyung, Mom misses you. Taehyung - Now she wants to play the mom figure?

Jungkook is following me - "Go away!" - He must have seen everything, I do not want to explain my life to him - starts running but Jungkook still follows

Taehyung - You know we walked for an hours? Jungkook - Can I ask you where I we are going? Taehyung - To my Mom's. Is your leg okay? Aren't you hungry? Jungkook - doctor said walking is good for rehabilitation - I'm regretting that I didn't finish off the cake and that hamburger.

They both laughed - stopped at Ramen shop - some thugs came in dropped stuff on Jungkook - Taehyung defends him and fights with them - Heard sirens go off and ran again with Jungkook

A car brushes past Jungkook - Watch it. We're letting you go just this time. - walked up a hill together to watch sunrise

Taheyung - I followed my Mom then. But i don't understand it anymore. I don't know why I came this far. Jungkook - I am sorry. Taehyung - Hey! What are you sorry for? Jungkook - You couldn't go see your mom because of me? Taehyung - Are you an idiot? People should feel sorry for you. I am sorry for bringing you here. My parent's who made me bring you here should be sorry. Those guys who picked the fight first should say sorry. You are a good person. You are as good as you can be. It's not your fault. It is NOT YOUR FAULT!

11 August, 2022 - NOTES I

girl left a message "It's not your fault" - went back home and saw Dad hitting sister again and tried to protect her - I will protect my family.

11 August, 2022 - NOTES I

Had a new nightmare - Namjoon hyung is dead

29 August, 2022 - NOTES I

Hoseok's idea to watch fireworks - "Make sure to come for the fireworks" Everyone said yes - I will go tomorrow and to watch fireworks with everyone