• okay
  • so,
  • well,
  • fuck.
  • life sucks right now
  • but life changes are going to start
  • i'm gonna start losing weight
  • THE HEALTHY WAY.
  • a pound a week, yeah?
  • fuck that's gonna take forever.
  • thirty weeks.
  • thirty pounds.
  • and maybe more
  • but it'll all be healthy
  • and
  • i'm gonna fucking get my ass back into frank sinatra
  • no matter what the fuck it takes
  • because i need to
  • and i'm not giving up hope on that
  • and also
  • i'm going to a psychiatrist
  • i'm not crazy
  • i'm not disordered
  • i don't "need help"
  • it's just for someone to talk to
  • so fuck you if you have a problem with that
  • things will get better
  • things will get better
  • things will get better
  • things will get better
  • things will get better
  • things will get better
  • things better get better.
jan 21 2011 ∞
jan 21 2011 +