It's possible that I have BPD and SA. I have HI (Homicidal Ideations) when I'm angry and trust issues.

I do not like talking about my problems face to face, It makes me scared, anxious, and nervous and certain subjects put me in tears. This is why I do not enjoy talk therapy and visiting school counselors, or talking face-to-face in general.

I have a ragdoll I made named Kosh. He's my comfort object and I plan to bring him with me every time I go to therapy, just in case.

Mr.Widemouth is my comfort character, he's also my ID even though I don't believe he's literally me. I love it when people tag me as him in pictures of him!

My (fur)sona, Mr. (Kookie) Frosting, also my comfort character. He represents my jealousy and HI thoughts and feelings. I could probably say Gertrude from I Hate FairyLand is also one of them too since she'd represent my HI thoughts/feelings too.

I sometimes listen to the Crybaby Album to calm me when I'm upset, talking to my friends helps too.

I wish to have professional therapy to see if I have any mental disorders. I'm currently having kiddie art therapy which I doubt gives an official diagnosis.